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27 October 2011 @ 01:55 am
[Filter: Private]

Fuck it. Just fuck it already. I know you're not trying to pull me through my own personal hell, Gebann, but if I didn't already know how rough this is for you, I would've already given up. You know what's keeping me going? I know it, but I just don't want to say it. I wish you knew how it felt to watch this all day, every day. Well, you do. But you don't even know what you're missing anymore. I know what we're both missing right now. And I shouldn't even be as angry as I am with you right now, but it's hard not to be.

How can you not remember me? How can you not remember how much you hated the thought of this life. You hate it there. You hate it so much, but you're pulling yourself through it by the skin of your teeth. And even though you hate it so much, you can't even look at any escape. I've tried everything I can think of to make you look sideways at your life in that dream. Nothing I do is even coming close to making you right again.

I know you're in hell right now, but I don't know how I'm going to do this.

[Filter: Franelcrew]

I'm going to take a walk, and get something to eat. I need a break badly right now.
Francisca of Emeron
27 October 2011 @ 02:28 am
[Filter: Lord Glenn]

I was just out trying to get some things, and I found that minstrel woman you brought North with you. Um, I don't know if you're aware, but ... This song she's been singing while I've been here really sounds bad when you listen to the words. It sounds a lot like what happened to Canti if you think about it, and ... well, I don't know, it's kind of catchy, and she keeps on singing it, and the crowds like it, and maybe it really is about a bear?

I think you should come here it for yourself because it looks like it's going to get popular if she keeps singing it with as much feeling as she is!
27 October 2011 @ 03:08 am
[Filter: Private]

Heh, well ... why not! It's nice to see Eri with a guy who isn't like ... yeah. This one actually seems to like her. A lot, I think. He's so cute when he does things for her. And she really does seem to drink it up ... that's good, too. I mean, ever since Reiz

... I'm glad.

I hope it lasts. Yeah.

[Filter: Public]

Hey everybody, I wrote a song! It's my first song ever. I'm calling it "Treetops" and I've put a lot of work into it. I can't really share the tune over the journals because I wouldn't even know where to start writing down music, buuuut I think I can preview the lyrics and you guys can give me some feedback.

Here we go, it starts like this ...


I think I want to keep the rest a secret for now~
Mood: mischievousmischievous
27 October 2011 @ 06:47 am
[Filter: Sky]

I have a proposition.
Mood: cheerfulcheerful
27 October 2011 @ 02:05 pm
[Filter: Franelcrew]

Keagan. Druce. I recognise that Nessa's dream is especially difficult for the two of you to watch, and then interfere with, but you are not helping her by being so terse with each other. And that goes to all of us. We will not be helping Jon, Gebann, Andrew or Elden by taking our frustrations out on the rest. We all want to free them from this mechanism. Don't make this more difficult than it is already.
Helene of Karnach
27 October 2011 @ 06:15 pm

I couldn't be more excited for Night of the Dead if I tried! My costume is going to be absolutely breathtaking, the tailor is almost done with the finishing touches. I've been thinking about it since August, so I had plenty of time to plan it out~

Four days is just too long to wait!
Mood: ecstaticecstatic
Maeve [[Blanche]]
27 October 2011 @ 08:47 pm
[Filter: Private]

All right.

I have to try this, at least. And if it doesn't work ... if it doesn't work, I'm just going to have to come up with something else. I can't sit out here and think about it any longer.

Hang on, Andrew.
Mood: determineddetermined
Var (Varelia)
27 October 2011 @ 09:52 pm
I think I will dress like a wolf for the Night of the Dead. A wolf mask is not very hard to make, and I can make one with sharp teeth. Oh, and I can practice howling! That will be fun! And I can make a wolf costume for Sindre too, if he doesn't have an idea, because wolves are nearly never by themselves, no? I should ask him what he will be for the Night of the Dead right now!
Mood: excitedexcited
27 October 2011 @ 09:59 pm
[Filter: Aileen]

Um... Maybe I'm imagining things... but uh... are you okay? You've barely left the puzzle room... and keep pacing around Nessa. Is something wrong? If you want to try and help her... you just have to say so. I'm sure no one would turn you down... and I think Druce could probably use a break anyways.
Mood: gloomygloomy
27 October 2011 @ 10:04 pm
[filter: private]

arthur and her are made for each other. they're both jerks who hate col for no reason. i don't care anymore. they can do whatever they want and then they'll just get into a fight and break up like eri does with all her boyfriends.

i'm going to have the best night of the dead ever and i'm going to spend the whole night with col and she can't stop me. she can't tell me to do anything ever again.

[filter: col]

col~ ♥

i found the best costumes ever! i cannot wait to show you them. you still want to spend the night of the dead together, right? i'm so looking forward to it!
Mood: flirtyflirty
27 October 2011 @ 10:11 pm
[Filter: Anton]

Anton!!!! Can you do me a really really really really big favor cuz Clarissa wants to do something really awesome and I'm gonna help but you gotta do something or it won't work so you have to help and I promise it'll be awesome and I'll make it up to you if you do it so will you?!?
Mood: mischievousmischievous
27 October 2011 @ 10:16 pm
[Filter: Private]

It has been two days now, and not a single word. It has been over a week since I last saw him come through my chapel on the way into town. Surely I am worrying over nothing. It is not unlike him to simply ignore me when he has better things to deal with. Though, I suppose, it does not hurt to ask. Just in case.

[Filter: Lady Fayre and Sir Elden]

I hate to be a bother, but I do hope that you would be so kind as to humor me for a minute. You see, I have not heard from Sir Gebann in over a week and he has not responded to my writing. You would not happen to know what he has been up to all this time, would you?
Mood: worriedworried