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Lauren of House Taerin
20 October 2011 @ 12:36 am
[Filter: Kail]

I've spent all day trying to figure out how to say this to you, and I'm tired of thinking about it, so I'm just giong to say it.

I know what you're doing, okay? I know everything. And I'm not that sort of girl, and I didn't think you were that sort of man, but I guess I was wrong about that, wasn't I? Go find someone else to scratch your stupid itch, Kail. I'm just going to pretend that none of this ever happened.
Mood: angryangry
20 October 2011 @ 02:04 am
[Filter: Private]

I suppose it's really for the best that she wasn't available. Haa. Speaking to her while I'm in this state would be rather like writing a letter to an old flame with a bottle in hand, wouldn't it? Absolutely nothing good could come from it.

I'll be glad when the silly thing is finally solved. We should finish it up this evening, and hopefully then ...

Well. My headaches really have been just awful, lately~

[Filter: Dame Edeyn]

I'm sorry, dear, but am I bothering you?
Mood: blahblah
20 October 2011 @ 02:23 am
[Filter: Private]

[Filter: Fayre]

Well, I'm going to open my mind and see what's so exciting about this room of yours~ Wish me luck, and

Hm, it's occurred to me that

I haven't felt my usual self.
Mood: guiltyguilty
Felicia of Mansoure
20 October 2011 @ 07:51 pm
Poor Mikaela...she's been so clingy towards Mother lately, as well as me...I think she may be afraid I'm going to leave as well. Just an hour ago she tugged on my skirt and cried Mama, don't go...I had to reassure her that I wouldn't, that I wasn't going to leave her or her sisters. She seems pleased with that, but she still cries for Mother not to leave, she seems to want to spend every waking moment with her.

...it makes me happy, though. Seeing them form such a strong bond.

[Filter: Private]

...mm. Seeing Mikaela favor Mother a bit lately...I thought it would make me feel sad and jealous, that it was Mae favoring Amaeyra all over again. But it's different, somehow...perhaps because Mother has been so lonely. Amaeyra is beloved by all of Lireth, I've admired and envied her for the longest time. Knowing she's so much better than me, and that my firstborn child loves her more than me, whereas with Mikaela I know she loves me the most.

Mood: sympatheticsympathetic
Linnell of House Veirnan
20 October 2011 @ 09:41 pm
[Filter: Private]

There, that wasn't hard at all.

Now Papa is going to have to be happy with me~ Lian couldn't have done this. Lissandra wouldn't have even thought of it. And Meghan and Stephanie ... they're just not smart enough~ This was all my idea, and it turned out perfectly, and Papa is going to have to say I'm right. I'm the only one who got anything out of Lancel, after all.

It wasn't even that bad~ I'd do it again, if I had to.

[Filter: Papa]


I talked to Lancel today!
Mood: optimisticoptimistic
Winifred (Winni)
20 October 2011 @ 09:51 pm
[Filter: Private]

These poor people. Everyone seems to hate them but it's not their fault their home's in turmoil. They just want to be somewhere they'll feel safe...I think we are doing the right thing letting this family hide out at the temple. They're not hurting anyone and their children are much too young to be endangered. They're just as much people as everyone else...they deserve to feel safe.

[Filter: Public]

It's been getting so much colder here at night this past week! ...I rather like it. It reminds me of home just a bit.

I got a letter from my family the other day. Everyone still seems to be doing well, thank the Dragons...I think I really should start writing home much more often, though. A letter every two weeks just doesn't seem like enough...maybe I'm just being a worrywart, but it makes me feel safer to hear from them and know they're safe.
Mood: sympatheticsympathetic