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Jessica of Mera
18 October 2011 @ 12:17 am
[Filter: Private]

It's so hard to keep all this information straight. But we're getting closer ...

I just hope there's enough time.

[Filter: Lysander]

What's going on, over there? Are you all right?

[Filter: Tasha]

You know, you never got back to me, after our last conversation~ Don't tell me you're still putting it off!
Mood: worriedworried
18 October 2011 @ 04:16 am
[Filter: Private]

Uggggh Autumn!

I stopped writing here for a reason, okay? It was too weird! I'm trying to be a King, here. Dragons know I'm the one actually doing it. How am I supposed to seem kingly if I'm telling my magic journal all about my personal crap?

But she insists, like she insists on everything. I swear, she's going to end up Queen after all. She's going to bully me into marrying her and I'll do it just because I'm tired of saying no. And then she'll make all the laws and all the policies and declare wars everytime tariffs rise on Atsirian lace and Hanalan will be destroyed.

Dragons! She's tireless.

Well, fine. Whatever. Maybe L

[Filter: Public]

Autumn and I went to a concert at the Rosewood tonight. Maybe you've all heard about that, she says that she's writing here now. She'd been bothering me to get her and I in for weeks now, so she's pretty ecstatic about the whole thing. Though now she wants to go again, and sit in the royal box next time. Never mind that admission could feed

It was pretty good.
Mood: frustratedfrustrated
18 October 2011 @ 04:32 am
[Filter: Private]

It's ... sort of hard going back up to the real world, after spending the day down there. Seeing Sawyer look so miserable after imagining him so ... happy all day. Maybe it's a little childish for me to be making up excuses to shirk my "duties" and avoid my friends and go spend time in a silly little fantasy world, but ...

Well, it makes me happy. Just this idea that he and I could be that ... peaceful. A family. A real family.

It really does make me happy. I wonder if I can get away again tomorrow after helping serve breakfast ...

[Filter: Fayre]

It seems like we're the only ones who like being down there, doesn't it?

[Filter: Sawyer]

I think I know why you've been so ... I don't know. Mopey, heh. I don't mean that bad, really.
Mood: contentcontent
18 October 2011 @ 04:40 am
[Filter: Private]

I woke up today and it was dark, and I didn't scream.

Does that mean I'm getting better?

I can't imagine ever being better.

[Filter: Lord Glenn]

Um ... my lord, I ...
Mood: indescribableindescribable
18 October 2011 @ 09:27 pm
Well I'll have you all know that I, for one, am glad to have nothing left to do with my time except go to fancy parties. This is great! There's a fancy fucking party every day, pretty much, works for me. Campaign forever, everyone, thanks. I can't remember the last time I had this much free time, and it's fantastic. So

And this is the best time of year for it! Who doesn't love a good masque. I'm going to have like ten costumes made and just start cycling them when everyone and their mother decides it's their turn to host one, just watch. I'm so ready for this. Costumes, drinks, and willing women everywhere, what's to complain about.
Mood: grumpygrumpy
18 October 2011 @ 10:19 pm
So, Lauren, are you ready to head out? I wanted to make sure things with Mairenn and Tabea didn't run late today. If they are, just let me know! But otherwise, I'll come to escort you down into the city soon. How does that sound?
Mood: cheerfulcheerful
18 October 2011 @ 10:51 pm
[Filter: Franelcrew]

All right.

I think this is about finished, to be honest. I imagine if we put a bit of time in tomorrow, everything should come together nicely, and we can move on from there.

I'll be helping tomorrow night; I think I've gotten the hang of getting the bigger pieces to hold together. If anyone else would like to join in, please do, we all know it's best not to work on it alone.
Mood: gloomygloomy
Ethne of House Karnach
18 October 2011 @ 10:53 pm
[Filter: Private, in Atsirian]

Ugh, I knew it. I just knew it. Here come the little whispers, Rhoswen, and I do hope you're prepared to deal with them. I'm sure you can't possibly avoid hearing about this for long, we all know how many gossip circles you have your claws sunk into, now, don't we? Nearly all of them, surely.

What can she even possibly be thinking? She should have cut off all contact with that man after that shameful display months ago. She has more sense than this, I know she does. Just because she isn't sitting the Council anymore does not give her permission to completely take leave of it!

And Firuz, he's no better. I'm sure the last thing that boy needs to be inviting are scandals. Does he think that Edalene will be impressed if he drags a Lady of Karnach's name through the dirt? The Queen's own cousin!

It's utter idiocy, and the damage is already done.

[Filter: Gideon, in Atsirian]

Please tell me that my obvious bias in this matter is tinging things, for me. Have you heard any unflattering rumours about Rhoswen, lately, love? Even in passing. I've heard some things, and they're a little concerning, but -- obviously, my opinions here are very strong. Perhaps I'm exaggerating it all.
Mood: angryangry
18 October 2011 @ 11:23 pm
Benton keeps walkin around with the biggest damn smug grin and I'd give just about anything to smack it right off him. Please tell me you got some good news for me Daisy. Did my letter do any good? It has to. I can't keep this up. These long hours are drivin me crazy. You gotta do somethin.
Mood: exhaustedexhausted
18 October 2011 @ 11:41 pm
[Filter: Private]

Two villages completely emptied, perhaps more. There has to be something we can do. I can't just sit here and let my people vanish into thin air. There has to be some way we can find out more. Is it too much to hope that the Great Lord Valtes and the Future Lady of Eina are already investigating and doing everything they can? They wouldn't tell us if they were, I know that much.

And now Dagda is courting a knight beautiful enough to make everyone else on the city guard jealous. I should not be so worried. I'm not jealous. I know him better than that. It is strictly business.

And yet...

I'm being ridiculous.

[Filter: Lauren]

I don't suppose you would happen to know anything about a Dame Elmeira working within the castle walls, would you?
Mood: worriedworried