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Tasha of Mera
01 September 2011 @ 12:24 am
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Yeah, I might have made a huge fucking mistake right here~! Whatever. I'm happy I finally got something important done, and I tried to make it as untraceable as possible. There's going to be problems, I know it, but it doesn't mean I can't handle them. I've been taking care of business for what...? A long time now. Keran's been missing out on a lot of stuff thanks to us, and I'm sure he's not going to miss a few of his spies. I just wish we didn't have to kill them in Taerin. Quen maybe... But they weren't running a safe house in Quen. They were holed up here.


Yeah Clara, that house full of people who had their throats slashed was just a robbery. No, I'm not covering up a giant fucking mistake I might have made in your city. You know how their whole house was ransacked? No, that wasn't us rooting through the place looking for the letters they had. We didn't find any under the bed that told us their next target at all.

At least Timothy can use his hands enough to help me wash the blood out of my clothes. I didn't need to lead that raid, but boy did it feel good to finally be hands on. I hope you felt that stab I gave your spy, Keran. I really hope you did.
Symeon of Veirnan
01 September 2011 @ 12:55 am
[FIlter: Private]


Why. Why? You've always been -- you've ...

Did I not teach you?! Did I not make sure that you knew how to treat others, how to be honest and truthful and good? Do you not understand that what you did was so underhanded, so wrong, so ... so ... -- why?

Kyrene ...

Oh, Kyrene, why aren't you here? Why aren't you hear to make this all make sense? She's so much like you, she's everything you ever were. You'd understand, you'd be able to make sense of this. You'd have some explanation ... ... or. Or, you'd know what to say to her. You'd know how to make her listen, and stop being this, this awful, horrible little ...

... did you ever lie to me, Kyrene? Did you? Were you deceitful and manipulative and cruel just like your daughter? How many things were there that you told me that were untruths? How ...

I always ...

I always thought that Linnell was petty and dishonest. I always thought that Lissandra had not enough empathy and too much hardness. But Lian ... what she's done is so much worse than anything either of them have ever managed.

-- Edeyn is right. Edeyn is right, she must be punished. She must learn, and ... and ...

Dragons. Dragons, the girl ... my girl ... is she just gone, like that? Was she ...

Was she ever really there?
Mood: crushedcrushed
01 September 2011 @ 01:27 am
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I haven't been much help, and I think any role I can play is quickly disappearing... But it's something I can be doing. I like watching her like this. I like how she can puzzle these things out so quickly. Her work on this ancient instrument... Really, we would have had a lot of trouble if she hadn't come. That she has... She's making herself invaluable. She's really becoming one of the people in this group.

It's me who's becoming the one on the outside... And I told her that I would try to stop. And I will.
01 September 2011 @ 03:10 am
What the fuck! They told me to go scout ahead because some of their scouts said there was a few patrols ahead of us. I take off for a couple of hours, I come back, and our whole fucking army is surrounded. There's a whole fucking battle going on below me! I can't even land because I don't know who is who. Dragonsfuckingdammit, I was only gone a couple of hours!

I want to know who the fuck is behind this now.

Fucking archers. Fucking archers! I can't even get close enough to the ground to see who is who. Fuck! Fuck! There's no banners other than ours. It's like whoever's doing this is a chickenshit who doesn't want us to know. We're being slaughtered here. I don't even get it.
01 September 2011 @ 01:45 pm
Hmph. Festival of Leaves. Guess I should be making my way down to Colndor soon. Crew might like a party on land, for once. Less to clean up here afterwards, too, and I do like a clean ship. Then again, it's a lot of fun watching them trying to wash the floors while hungover. Decisions, decisions.
01 September 2011 @ 02:16 pm
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Well ... if I'm going to make that stall, I better do it soon. Or now. The Festival of Leaves is coming up, and if I leave it too late ...

I should just try and see. Everyone's right. I'm never going to know unless I try ... I just don't want to fail! If I don't try, I'm never going to fail. But I'll still be working at the scales.

Ugh ...
Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Lian of Veirnan
01 September 2011 @ 09:45 pm
[Filter: Father]

Please please please say something. I have to talk to you ... I need to. I hate being all alone and away from you ...

I'm sorry. I'm really, really sorry, I mean it. I never ... I didn't think about what I was doing until it was already done. I just wanted ...

I'm sorry.
Benedette of Emeron
01 September 2011 @ 09:50 pm
I am very pleased to finally be able to announce a date for my wedding to Lord Antony of Rhia. The ceremony is set to occur on the first of January, next year. We thought it would be an appropriate date to start both a new year and our new life together.

I know that journeying here in the winter may be difficult for some but I do hope it will not be insurmountable. It would not be the same to be married without my family and friends in attendance.