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Messenger of Darkness
31 August 2011 @ 02:04 am
sometimes I wish I cared about all of this as much as everyone else does!!!!!
Father Forbes of Megam
31 August 2011 @ 02:31 am
[Filter: Private]

I've tried to think of everything I could possibly do to stay in the city, but it's... Even my family has heard of this now. If I don't leave soon, it's not going to matter at all what the Church says, I'm not going to be able to live. And all it would take is one snip of the strings, and all of my resources would be gone in an instant. How well would I do if I was honestly homeless. That's what this is coming to soon...

[Filter: Elliot]

I won't blame you if you decide you no longer want to publicly associate with me after what I tell you. I've found out what the rumours were, the ones that have been spreading around about me through the city. And the unfortunate thing is that they're true...
31 August 2011 @ 06:35 am
[Filter: Franelcrew]

Well...I wrote down the notes, but it still doesn't make much sense. I'm having trouble piecing it together after a certain point. Sorry, I...I knew it'd be complicated, but still.
Mood: confusedconfused
31 August 2011 @ 03:25 pm
[Filter: Private]

This isn't looking good ... this wasn't supposed to happen.

Simon is ... what are they thinking? They have to realize that this is all completely foolish ... this isn't rational. I don't know what I'm going to do if things escalate they way they have been, for the past few weeks.

That adviser of theirs ... I don't ... I don't trust him.

[Filter: Eve and Keller]

They have an adviser, Daren ... it seems he makes all the decisions around here. Simon listens to every word he says. It sounds like they're planning something. I'll let you know just as soon as I find out what it is.

Oh, and there's also been word ... there seem to have been mages spotted here and there, unbannered, from what I've been hearing.
Mood: uncomfortableuncomfortable
31 August 2011 @ 03:30 pm
[Filter: Private]

Hm ... ever since the shower ... things have been ... I don't know ...

Cassandra's always busy, now. I thought it to be nothing, at first, but it's just ... she's obviously not as busy as she says she is. I wonder ... did I do something to upset her ...?

I would ask someone, but I don't know who I should ask ... they would all think me juvenile, for sure.
Mood: blahblah
31 August 2011 @ 03:38 pm

I was finally able to get my Festival gift for father ... it took so much work to find it, but ah ... but it should be arriving shortly. I had to write to so many people in search of it, I didn't think I'd ever get to find it ...

I'm so glad that I finally heard back, though. Now, if only he comes home in time for the Festival, this year ...
Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
31 August 2011 @ 03:47 pm
[Filter: Private, in Atsirian]


It really is such a lovely tune ... it's such a pity that I have absolutely no talent when it comes to pitch. Sure, I could dance, to a certain extent~ but it's really better that I leave all that to the more talented and accomplished artists of the group~ ♥

On to the more pressing matter of what gift I'm suppose to get for the Festival~ I do wonder what she'd like to receive.

Hm~ I'm sure I'll figure something out.
Mood: thoughtfulthoughtful
31 August 2011 @ 03:50 pm
So ... uhh ... I've been thinking ... I feel like I'm getting nowhere with my training.

Does anyone have any tips or ideas of what other things I could do? I feel like I'm doing the same things over and over again. I don't feel myself getting stronger, anymore. I don't know if that makes sense.
Mood: curiouscurious
31 August 2011 @ 04:02 pm
[Filter: Private]

Damn it ... with all hell breaking loose around Korin, I really don't think I can extend my stay here much longer ... father's going to send soldiers out to drag me back home if I don't leave on my own ... I just know it.

He's just as much of a hot headed tyrant as he's always been. Damn him. I hate that place ... but what choice do I have? I'm supposed to rule it someday ...
Mood: blahblah
31 August 2011 @ 04:56 pm
[Filter: Private]

A load of shit, is what it is.

I'm out. And the smug fuck won't give me more, not even a fucking loan. Come on, asshole, I'll end up paying you double. Don't you look down and shake your head at me, don't you fucking get it? I need that shit. Come on, you know I'm fucking good for it. When have I ever been late before? Never, that's when. I don't care how many other customers you got, you owe me this shit.

You owe me.

[Filter: Lenore]

Lenore, I just plain don't think I'm having any luck down here but if you're insisting we can fucking arrange something. How's next Wednesday sound? We'll make a whole day of it. Go wherever you want, I don't care, just tell me what you want to do.
Mood: angryangry
Devine of Rhia
31 August 2011 @ 06:04 pm
[Filter: Rachelle]

Hey! Sorry I didn't come find you yesterday like I said I would. Grandfather and I didn't end up meeting like usual after all. We are today though, if you'd still like to join us. Fair warning though, we don't do anything exciting. We usually just sit around and talk, or play chess. Or both.

So, you interested?
Mood: goodgood
31 August 2011 @ 07:12 pm
[Filter: Franelcrew]

It's just like I remember it, that much is true enough. If someone has an instrument with them ... Andrew, your lyre, perhaps, or Calaith, your guitar, I can coach you through the bridge. It's complex, but once you have the rhythm down, it isn't as hard as it seems. Of course, I don't know anything about if the amhran-father is in a different key, but, well ... I'll leave that to you, shall I?

I don't see much reason to go downstairs for this; I think we can manage it up here if you'd prefer. Of course, if you want to go down there to work on it, I won't argue.

This is the last little catch we have for writing this down, isn't it?
Mood: productiveproductive
Cylina of Coliya
31 August 2011 @ 08:21 pm
[Filter: The blackmailers]

If my brother wins at Noye, he's going to come here next. He'll destroy us all. You don't know Keane like I do. When he gets angry, he gets really angry. And right now he's more furious than I've ever seen him.

I hope you're happy.
Hayden of Rhia
31 August 2011 @ 08:28 pm
[Filter: Private]

I wonder how the boys doing, how far they have left to travel. I still find myself looking for them here, hearing their voices. And if it isn't them, then it's Father I'm hallucinating. It's still hard to really believe that any of them are gone.

At least one day Lucas and Torrence will be able to return.

[Filter: Public]

It's hard to believe that there is less than a month left until the Festival. I must admit, I have not even begun thinking about my own shopping. Not that this is an unusual occurrence, as my wife will certainly confirm. I've always been one of those who finds themselves finishing with only hours to spare.

Each year I promise to try and change and then each year I fail completely. Maybe this year I should not delude myself into expecting anything less.
31 August 2011 @ 08:31 pm
[Filter: Lian]


I...I don't understand. Why would you lie to me, and Symeon, like that?

I thought we were all getting along so well...I...

Mood: hurt
Justine of Ysak
31 August 2011 @ 08:34 pm
[Filter: Rolen]

Where are you? I haven't seen anything from you in so long, long enough that I might be a teeny, tiny, little bit worried. Not much but enough to be a distraction.

I have to stay here now, you know. Stay here and work, work, work. Doesn't that just sound perfect for me? I know, it does. Absolutely.

Maybe you could come here. It's not like you have anything really keeping you in Taleth. You could have a better empty temple here. I could get it ready for you. Though there's probably already someone here, isn't there? You could always trade. A change would do you good. I'm sure. Look at the wonders it has done for me.

But only if you're not dead in a ditch or something. I guess.

[long pause]

Please write back.
Eudora of Fairen
31 August 2011 @ 09:06 pm
[Filter: Leana]

How are you? Are you home yet? Is everything going okay?

Eudora is having lots of fun playing with the children but it's not quite as good without you here. Everyone misses you lots and lots. Even your father was wondering where you had gone because he was having a better day just a few days ago. Eudora hopes that will make you happy.
31 August 2011 @ 09:16 pm
[Filter: Private]

What is this place? From what we have witnessed, I cannot even begin to guess. It is old ... ancient, Kilian, naturally, and it seems designed to prevent the entry of almost everyone. As if this place has been made for us, and dependent on us to have gathered as many people with disparate talents as possible. What does it mean?

At least this particular puzzle has not threatened anyone's life just yet.
Mood: contemplativecontemplative
31 August 2011 @ 09:57 pm
[Filter: Those in Rayla, Ree and Kray]

Time to increase our recruitment efforts. This place is starting to feel too empty. Only bloody normal thing to do, with all the shit that's going on. We're only protecting ourselves. Don't care how it looks, or what the old bag'll say.
Mood: grumpygrumpy
31 August 2011 @ 10:21 pm
[Filter: Private]

Some of them understood, and the ones who didn't were smart enough to keep their mouths shut. It's not as if I would have done anything to them, but I didn't want them putting questions to Erin where no easy answers existed. They took it at face value that we're not exactly following the rules in this situation. I was worried where I didn't have to be.

They did like her. I think that in itself helped more than anything. There is no substitute for willing hosts, even when a man is a host himself. From the comments I've received, they're hoping that she might become one of us. Haha. I doubt I could keep her in Megam for longer than it takes to do what we must. Even so, it's a good sign.

Now perhaps we'll be able to finish our mission.

[Filter: Erin, in Kilian]

While it's difficult to get back into the routine of being in the jungles all of the time, I think there is one thing that we can both agree on. The fresh clothes, and supplies are a welcome change, don't you agree?
31 August 2011 @ 11:19 pm
Daisy, I wanted to make sure you don't need me to bring anything along for the party. Just let me know! I've got plenty of time. I'll make something if you need me to, I really don't mind. It keeps me busy, and I like being busy.

Maybe I'll surprise Nathan by dropping by the barracks with cupcakes~ I think he'll kill me. Or maybe drop dead out of mortification~ Which one do you want to bet would happen first?
Mood: blankblank