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12 August 2011 @ 04:11 am
[Filter: Josiah]

Since apparently no one else has, I feel obligated to let you know just how pleased with yourself you've been looking! It's very conspicuous, you know. You're going to give someone some idea of what's going on, at this rate, and we'll just have to hope that someone doesn't happen to be Amelie!

Though I must admit, you've really done a number on the boy. I don't think I've seen him so passionate about something ... well, ever. Philip just isn't the type.
Mood: cheerfulcheerful
12 August 2011 @ 04:16 am
[Filter: Private]

For fuck's

Do you think I'm fucking joking? Don't you get all high and mighty with me. I ain't never been late. You got to have some left, man. This isn't fucking funny. I don't care how much other people paid you, we got a deal. I ain't never been late with my share, have I? Never! Fucking never! And now that I got to be once, just fucking once, you act like -- like --

I got enough to last until then. Fuck, I've got to. I know I do. It's just a matter of being careful, that's all. Just a little at a time.

[Filter: Public]


Things are messier than I thought. Got fired today, and it weren't for nothing I'd done, but it sounds like the man I'm working for is going down fast and cutting his losses to try and save what little he's got left. I got to find a new job, sweetheart. It's probably gonna be just for someone else on the docks, but you know how it is with work, once you get hired on you can't exactly skip out with your girlfriend until they know you're sure to come back.

Fuck, I swear, this is all just a stupid fucking mess.
Mood: distresseddistressed
12 August 2011 @ 10:59 am
[Filter: Jasmine]

So what do you think of all this so far? Pretty wild, huh? I mean, Eina stands out enough as it is with how it looks, but the stuff people don't know about and probably never will...it's almost like we found another world hidden down there! And what we've seen so far's just the beginning...I wonder what the rest of it is like?
Mood: intrigued
12 August 2011 @ 12:55 pm
[Filter: Brett]

Hey, so~ Sorry if this is awkward, or anything, I know you've got your walls and you like 'em high, but you're the only one I've got to talk to about this around here. Seriously, anyway.

Have you noticed Karia acting ... odd, since we left Rechesa?

At first I thought it must have just been -- you know, what happened there, it really brings back memories for her. She used to be involved in some heavy stuff in Norey, and it don't seem to matter how many times I tell her she's put all that behind her. Especially after Tyrane ... she just never believes it. Tells me she does, sure, then stuff like this happens and it's right back to old instincts Karia, sniffing everything she drinks and looking for killers in the corners while we're out on our little dates and she gets so clingly, I love that girl, but I can't handle the clingy~ She thinks it's gonna be me, next. I know she does, much as she goes out of her way to never say it.

I know you and her haven't been getting on fantastic lately, but -- Dad would just tell me to lighten up and put all that nasty business out of my head. Well, maybe you'll tell me the same thing, who knows~

I just don't know what to do when she gets like this. She tells me she's aired all her dirty laundry out for me, already, but I always feel like there's some big secret part of her I just can't touch.
Mood: restlessrestless
12 August 2011 @ 03:29 pm
[Filter: Franelcrew]

Er, well, while everyone else is busy with the tests below, I had a thought!

Does everyone remember what we did last year for Festival, with the gift exchange?

Well, it actually worked very well, I thought, and it's getting to be about that time again, so I just ... well! I thought I'd let everyone know that I'm planning to carry that out again. I know things are different a bit this year, but I think it still made everything much more ... well, much less stressful, and considering everything we're dealing with this year, I believe we can still use that.

So, er, yes! You have some time to decide if you'd like to participate, of course, and I imagine we'll draw names next week. That gives everyone plenty of time to worry about the rooms under us and still think about the Festival.

Just let me know if you'd like in! No pressure, of course.
Mood: cheerfulcheerful
12 August 2011 @ 03:43 pm
[Filter: Franelcrew]


Calaith, I think it might be best if you did come down here after all. For whatever reason, I'm not having very much luck with this, and I thought perhaps your sort of skill might be more to the test's liking. Between the two of us, one of us ought to be able to manage this, I hope.

Whenever you have a moment, if you please.
Mood: annoyedannoyed
12 August 2011 @ 04:07 pm
Ohhh, why can't the squirrels leave the garden alone?! They're so cute until you remember what pests they are, and they're either really stupid or really stubborn because the dogs chase them away and then they keep coming back!

I actually can't wait for it to get colder. Then the squirrels will hide in their trees...mm, of course, then we won't really have the garden cause it'll eventually die out. So I guess it doesn't make much sense to want it to get cold.
Mood: aggravatedaggravated
12 August 2011 @ 06:07 pm
[Filter: Colleen]

I saw you writing about Forna.

I don't know what to think of it. Everything happening out East is so ... none of it can be real. All the stuff about ghosts, and now this ....

I don't understand. Home is gone. I don't know where those rumors could even be coming from. Or why ...
Mood: pensivepensive
12 August 2011 @ 06:41 pm
[Filter: Private]

Ugh. I wish there was a better way to do this than making it look like I'm betraying Sylea again... I finally got all of my loyalties right, and now I'm just turning my cloak again. I know it's fake, and I know it's only until I can fix this mess, but... I really don't like doing this again!

It should take very long to do this either... I think they thought I was a mercenary since I stayed up in the air so long after finishing my attack. I did identify as Sylean, but... I'm not sure if they trust that. They might think I was just trying to make sure I got my last payment. They haven't really been done more than they needed to to keep me down here...

It should be pretty easy to convince them that I can be their friend. You know. With some grovelling. Ugh.
12 August 2011 @ 10:49 pm
[Filter: Private, in Kilian]

I'd never wanted to revisit that. My childhood, all those stupid insecurities and the way I lashed out at everyone...though I suppose I am glad I talked to him about it after all. It further proves that I'm not that girl anymore, I've grown up.

I don't even care that my past actions are recorded in these pages. Not anymore. Mother always said you can't erase the past, after all.
Mood: contemplativecontemplative