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28 June 2011 @ 12:20 am
Man, I feel like all I've been doing lately is just train and train some more. Running around the field every morning, training with Leo ... more working out before sunset ... hm, I kind of think that maybe I should take a break for a little bit.

Maybe just go out flying with Leo for a bit. Hey, maybe I'll even take a trip out to the lake today.
Mood: energeticenergetic
28 June 2011 @ 02:25 pm
[Filter: Liam, in Kilian]

I um ... well, it's been about two weeks now, since I sent the letter to the people that my father works with. I ah ... I'm not sure how long it'll take for them to write back, but I suppose they must be rather busy with everything. It's just, what if they think me some stupid child? What if they don't care what sort of person I am, or whose daughter I am?

I'm beginning to think that this was all a bad idea ...
Mood: worriedworried
28 June 2011 @ 02:51 pm
[Filter: Lady Eve]

Um ... so, Lady Eve ...!

I was wondering, well, I know just how horribly busy you've been lately and I thought that maybe you could use a break. So um ... I was thinking that maybe I could pack a little lunch or something and then you and I could go flying for just a little tiny bit and go eat some lunch and then come right back!

It shouldn't take too long, and I think that you really really really need this break ...! But then, I mean, if you think it's a bad idea then we don't have to ... or um ... you could go on your own if you need some alone time and I could try to help you with anything you need to get done ... hee, I don't know.
Mood: curiouscurious
28 June 2011 @ 07:33 pm

Mother has been even busier than before Queen Edalene's wedding got cancelled. She's had meetings with other councilors, with Prince Reeve, with Queen Edalene, and the rest of the time she's in her study and doesn't want to be disturbed. She won't even tell me what she thinks yet. She keeps saying it's too soon.

I want to talk to her about other things too, but she won't listen to me.
Mood: lonelylonely
Devine of Rhia
28 June 2011 @ 07:44 pm
[Filter: Private]

I don't understand. Why would they go and do something like that just because Grandfather was spending time with me? There has to be something else to it. They could have killed me. That isn't just making me look bad or trying to ruin my reputation. They wouldn't do that if they were just jealous. It doesn't make sense.

[Filter: Amalea]

I don't suppose you've heard any new rumors lately, have you?

[Filter: Rachelle]

... can we talk?
Mood: worriedworried
28 June 2011 @ 09:54 pm
[Filter: Private]

Am I going to be alone forever? That's what scares me sometimes ... Taylor's going to find a girl one day, and where's that going to leave me? He's not going to want his old maid of a sister around all the time! I don't want to be his old maid of a sister hanging around him all the time!

How am I going to find someone? Who's going to even want to marry me? Me, some poor fisherman's daughter living off the church's charity and who serves drinks to drunkards for coin! Maybe Fabian was my chance ... he couldn't have been my only chance, could he?
Mood: lonelylonely
28 June 2011 @ 10:38 pm
[Filter: Private]

We will have to leave for Chloe's wedding very soon. How I wish we could stay longer, but it will be a long journey north, and even longer for the children. They are excited about it, of course. They have never been so far north before, and now they will come even further.

Mother is quietly excited. I think she can hardly believe that Chloe will be married. Perhaps she had half-convinced herself that the betrothal would not follow through, with how long the engagement has been, but she will be most thrilled during the ceremony. As for me ... I am glad, yes. I am glad that her eccentricities have not affected her future to an adverse degree. And I hope that she will be happy.
Lissandra of Veirnan
28 June 2011 @ 10:46 pm
[Filter: Private]

Hm, I'm certain it was not my imagination. Stephanie was more subdued during the latter half of the picnic. And the more I think about it, the more certain I am that she seemed more uncomfortable around us. She could hardly look at Lian ... Could she know? Lian couldn't possibly have told her, and Linnell would not have, or I would know. Lian and Stephanie were left alone together at some point, I believe. Perhaps something was said then.

I wonder if Stephanie will tell us what it was. If she won't tell us of her own volition, well, I will simply have to make her.
Mood: determineddetermined