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Helene of Karnach
20 June 2011 @ 12:01 pm
[Filter: My sisters and Aes, in Atsirian]

Mahaesa and I have been talking, and we've decided that in order to make up for missing the wedding, we're going to send Edalene and Matthew the most fabulous present we can afford!

Unfortunately neither of us knows what to get~ Usually picking out presents is so easy for me, but this one needs to be extra special, something that shows we're there in spirit! Even if it will be a little late, ahahaha...~

Do any of you have any ideas? We're simply stumped!
Mood: thoughtfulthoughtful
20 June 2011 @ 08:50 pm
Well, Grandpa's talking about going back home now. Frankly I'm surprised it's taken him this long, even if he got to like the city he just aint cut out for this sort of life. He misses the farm, and I don't think he trusts our farmhands completely, heh.

He brought it up to Mom and Tina, asking if they were coming with him...Tina seems content to stay here forever, but poor Mom seems a little torn about it.

[Filter: Private]

Wouldn't be surprised if she decided to stay here, though. I think Grandpa's the only one the farm doesn't carry bad memories for. Dad, the whole business with Alice, that ass Kevin...all three of us got burned in love back home. And heh, we all got burned by Dad.

Still can't help missing it just a little, though. Sometimes.
20 June 2011 @ 10:50 pm
[Filter: Private]

No matter how much time passes ... that's still weird.

Try to just not think about it, but then she does something like announce that she's having another baby, and it just gets me to thinking. She was the first girl I ever kissed, or ... anything. And she wasn't the only one, either. Her and Lillian and Demi ...

Try not to think about that. Try to think that it's the just the same as the thing I do now, that I always had this in my nature. I like girls. I like being with girls.

But sometimes, I -- I wonder. ... what if ...

What if she was just another ... what if what happened just made it more ...

I hate thinking like that. I fucking hate it. It was different, she was different, and I'm pissing on her memory by even thinking that maybe she wasn't.

It's all a lot easier when I just successfully don't fucking think about any of it.

[Filter: Druce]

Are you and Aine not worried people are going to start asking questions? You've been taking her into town "to draw" an awful lot.
Mood: blahblah
Aubrey of Elafiel
20 June 2011 @ 11:57 pm
[Filter: Alma]

The great sands of your island are pouring into my shoes! I hope you don't mind the wait for a reply, but I wanted to be sure I was going to arrive before I said anything. You know my luck with ships, the wondrous tale that it is.

Your debts to the ferry captain are null and void, I paid the man in my own coin.

I've tried reading back, or even keeping pace with reading this. What speeds they can achieve sometimes. I'm afraid you'll have to catch me up on the specifics.

Also, it feels strange to be visiting your temple. Visiting it in the near future. I should get directions to it shouldn't I? To carry me swiftly to your side.

If I seem like I'm rambling, it's mostly having a successful voyage getting to me.
Mood: anxiousanxious