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16 June 2011 @ 12:31 am
[Filter: Private]

Why is Rae learning to use a bow? Surely they can't ...

I don't even know what to think or expect of any of them. Not these days and especially not when it's Rae. In my mind, she's still that little girl who flew off in Atsiria. Maybe she always will be.

[Filter: Public]

My work is getting more demanding these days. Sister Sabilla is satisfied enough with my skills to begin assigning me the more complicated tasks, albeit under close supervision. It is just as nerve wracking as I expected it to be, perhaps more so in fact, but I am pleased to be making progress.
Lian of Veirnan
16 June 2011 @ 12:34 am
[Filter: Private]

She's definitely been acting different. She's worried, I think ... about a lot of things. Probably a lot is what I said to her. Maybe it will be enough.

... I hope she doesn't say anything. I don't think she will. I ... no, I don't think she will. But I'll watch just in case.
16 June 2011 @ 12:36 am
[Filter: Private]

When I first thought about this, I did not expect it to be so difficult. I wonder what I can do in order to make things easier.

This journal could be a useful tool, in this matter.

[Filter: Married Men]

I have a question to ask of you, if I may. I was wondering how exactly you met your wives.
Xander of Meirsu
16 June 2011 @ 12:46 am
[Filter: Private]

What the hell am I even supposed to say, in a time like this? Fuck if I know. There probably isn't anything really. Even Mother couldn't fault me for being at a loss this time.

It is quite the story though. Maybe one day I can write a song about it, in all its scandal and wonder~
Eudora of Fairen
16 June 2011 @ 12:49 am
[Filter: Private]

Do I ever tire of being treated like a little doll? What a question to ask. Do I ever tire ...

Every moment of every day. And not. That's the part that's problematic; I've become too used to it. And everyone is too used to it as well. I remember when I first decided to put on this act, when I planned a grand reveal that would amaze everyone.

These days, I wonder how plausible such a plan actually is.

So yes, darling, I tired of it. But I'm not ready to tell you quite how much, not yet~
16 June 2011 @ 12:52 am
[Filter: Private]

All the places nearby are too expensive. I guess I probably should have expected that. It's a place for rich people. I forget that though sometimes, since I'm living here too.

But I'm sure I can find some place good. I have to, actually, at this point. I don't even want to know what Crow would say if I don't. He ... yeah. He'd never forget it and he wouldn't let me forget either.

I'll go out again tomorrow.
16 June 2011 @ 12:59 am
[Filter: Private, in Kilian]

I think she might have been serious, about thinking I was serious. Oh Hana. You are too precious sometimes.

[Filter: Hana, in Kilian]

We just had a new delivery of some lovely fabric come in to the shop. I think you should come by and see some of it and then we can both pray together that come the end of the season some scraps will still be left over that Mother will let us run off with~
16 June 2011 @ 01:01 am
[Filter: Inara and Anton]

That girl finally came in again today and I took a good look and she's definitely pretty! And she seems really nice too so I don't think she's a thief or up to anything bad like that. She still didn't buy anything though, I wonder why?

Maybe I'll ask Jerry about it, if she comes by again.
Megan of Ysak
16 June 2011 @ 01:04 am
[Filter: Ellisae]

There are some matters which I need to attend to. I am afraid this means I shall not be able to see you this evening as planned. I hope you will understand.

[Filter: Private]

I cannot allow this to be a distraction. Not when there are more important things to be concerned about.

Justine of Ysak
16 June 2011 @ 01:14 am
Razen. Razen Razen Razen.


Have you ever repeated a word so many times in your head that it just begins to sound weird? If not, you should definitely repeat Razen a few times over.

Or else it begins to sound like raisin.
16 June 2011 @ 01:48 am
[Filter: Gebann]

They're impressed with my sparring skills so far. I haven't lost my touch. Not my touch with weapons, anyway. Either they're not gossiping, or they're not gossiping when I'm around. Not about important things.

Unless you really want to know about the drama that these knights face on a daily basis in their lives. That shit didn't interest me years ago, but I've been trying to keep up with it now.
Lord Rylan of Allba
16 June 2011 @ 02:05 am
As hot as it gets, Summer is always my favorite season. Having spent some time in Megam, I can say that ours do not get so bad. Though, with the winds coming in from Megam, we do get a number of warmer days even this far in land. The past few nights especially have reminded me of nights in Megam, with pleasant memories mixed with a certain amount of sweltering heat. Ha, well, I cannot complain.
16 June 2011 @ 03:00 am
[Filter: Private]

It's strange... I thought going into this leg would be difficult... The hardest thing we've come across yet... And even if it is, it's become very hard to see it that way. It's very hard to see anything besides the fact that something has changed.

For the first time in a very long time, I think I'm happy.

I've... I've been content. I've been content on this road, with all of these people. I've been passing the time away. Now there's actually someone. She's not Aine. I know it. I do know it. Maybe not entirely, but... It's enough. I know that this is different, and she is different. But she still makes me happy.
Mood: contentcontent
16 June 2011 @ 03:44 am
[Filter: Private]

Hah, the problem with having thought all of that out is that now I have the greatest urge to get back to my research.

[Filter: Erin, in Kilian]

I think we'll be safe here for the night.
16 June 2011 @ 12:39 pm
[Filter: Private]

The Jewel's wedding ...

I could have been there. Standing in the crowds, making sure that the people fall in line, watching her carriage pass. Seeing that celebrations do not go out of hand. Breathing in excitement and joy.

It feels like another life.
Mood: sadsad
16 June 2011 @ 01:37 pm
[Filter: Eudora]

My dear sweet wife, how are you enjoying my sisters' company? They aren't boring you terribly, are they? And I hope Hilary has not been speaking to you of her work, of all things. She is meant to be distracted from those matters after all~
Mood: amusedamused
Amaeyra of Lireth
16 June 2011 @ 02:20 pm
[Filter: Private]

... It is hard to think that Elthea has gone. That she has escaped. Hasten is convinced that she will form some plot against us, but it is difficult to think that she might succeed. She is only one damaged, mad, pitable girl. How could she rise, and be believed?

Hasten is afraid. Does that mean I should be the same ...?
16 June 2011 @ 06:43 pm
you know I never get to celebrate the solstice how I want to. I mean it's an important day, you'd think I could set aside some time maybe, tell everybody to bugger off for a bit, I've got important business to attend to.

but no.

isn't real life terrible like that? I mean seriously. damn. it's not just the solstice, obviously, but that's sure the one that sticks out to me year after year! I wonder why. haven't a clue, really.

in completely unrelated news, hey! guys! guess what day it almost is!!