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10 June 2011 @ 02:37 am
[Filter: Westa, in Atsirian]

Westa, sister. I need you.
Mood: indescribableindescribable
Benedette of Emeron
10 June 2011 @ 09:17 am
[Filter: Private]

I can't believe that I ...

I don't want to do this, I don't. All I want to do is to run back as fast as I can and pretend like I don't have any doubts. There might even still be time to do that without him ever knowing ...

No. No, I can't. I know that, even though I do not want to accept it. And that is the reason I am here now, instead of there, with him. But how in the Dragons' name am I going to make him understand? How do I make sure he doesn't hate me? I am ready to bear so very much but never that.

He has to understand. He ... just has to.

[Filter: Leon]

Leon, I ...
10 June 2011 @ 05:41 pm
[Filter: Private, in Kilian]

How am I going to do this? How do you tell a worried family that someone they love is dead? That you failed to save him? Dragons, what if they get angry with me? I know I would!

Maybe if I asked for advice, but disguised my writing No, that's just silly. This is my burden, my responsibility. I'm not some foolish young girl in over her head, I'm...

...I'm a grown woman in over her head. Dragons, I...I don't even think I can do this, rescuing Ciaran was mine and Aiden's responsibility, and we failed. What was I thinking, offering to take this task on myself?

But I've no choice. I need to figure something out, and soon.
Mood: gloomygloomy