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09 May 2011 @ 01:30 am
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To think that even after all this time on the road, and all of the struggles we come by, there's still always time for a birthday~ such a thoughtful group we travel with, really. ♥

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Thank you so much, everyone, for making my birthday so special, yesterday~ ♥

I had a wonderful time, of course!
Mood: cheerfulcheerful
Aes of Cresyn
09 May 2011 @ 01:51 am
[Filter: Private, in Atsirian]

Busy busy busy~~

It's been all too exciting around the palace lately! I absolutely love it! ♥

There's been so many things to do. It's really wonderful, though, seeing Matthew so happy. I don't think I've ever really seen him in such high spirits before. It's really nice, to see him so genuinely happy. It's not everyday people of our caliber actually fall in love with the people we're destined to marry ...


I'm truly happy for him and Edalene, both. They're great together ... and it keeps mother focused on them and not me, for the time being. I'm a little bit afraid of what will come once they're married, though, to be honest ... I don't think I'm ready, yet, for all of this.
Mood: thoughtfulthoughtful
09 May 2011 @ 02:03 am

Mm ... it's gone back to the same routine since father left, minus the tutoring sessions, of course. I do get more time during the day to practice, though, since Sir Dougal has reminded my family time and time again that I need plenty of time to practice ... sometimes I feel as if he knows ...

I ah ... I know it sounds strange, but the fact that he would just tell my step family that I would need plenty of time alone ... I ah ... I'm thankful for that, really. But it's just a feeling that I get. Everyone has been so much more tolerable since my sessions began.

I do feel horrible about having said all of those things about him, in the past ...
Mood: workingworking
09 May 2011 @ 05:41 pm
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We failed him. No matter how wonderful it is that we're safe, Marias is safe and Karyl is gone, Ciaran...we still failed him. Maybe we were doomed going in on that front, Aiden says there probably was nothing we could have done, that he'd have died anyway, but...

Dragons, what are we going to tell everyone back home? Ciaran's family? Father...he's going to be crushed. He thought very highly of Ciaran.

[Filter: Marias, in Kilian]

Are you feeling any better?
Mood: melancholymelancholy