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07 April 2011 @ 02:24 pm
[Filter: Private]

...I honestly don't know how to feel about this.

With the way he feels about me, I'd have thought he'd try to get me to stay here forever. But maybe...maybe he already realizes it's not going to happen? Could Edeyn have already said No, she said I need to be the one to tell him no. But still...

I should be more upset. But...if he truly thinks I should go, is that so bad? I'll miss everyone, of course, but I'd be free, I wouldn't need to worry about him trying to convince me anymore, no more dreading Rose Day, no more feeling guilty for something I can't help.

...still. It seems odd. I wonder if...perhaps Lian misunderstood him, somehow?

[Filter: Edeyn

I'll talk to him when we get back. If nothing else, I still need to make sure he understands that I'll never return his feelings.
Mood: confusedconfused