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31 March 2011 @ 12:00 am
[Filter: Private]

It is ... a bit worrisome. I have been keeping an eye on them for a while, now ... and it just seems that he might very well fall into the trap that we once fell into. It just can't be helped, I think ... she seems so ... so helpless and fragile.

But Lila and I know that ah ... that she's truly far from that.

Even Lord Hasten seems wary of the way the guards have ah ... but no ... it's not my place to say such things ...

[Filter: Lila]

I've been thinking about our conversation the other day ...
Mood: worriedworried
Father Forbes of Megam
31 March 2011 @ 12:06 am
[Filter: Private]

It's... it's enough, I think.

[Filter: Elliot]

She filtered to me, Elliot. She didn't talk to me for very long, but I had my chance to apologise. She doesn't hate me, but... I did hurt her, and it's most definitely over. There was never a doubt, but... I did hate the way it ended before, with never getting the chance to say anything.

It finally does feel finished now.
31 March 2011 @ 12:08 am

I've ah ... I've gotten a letter from father ...!

He says he'll be making a trip back home for a while next month. Isn't that wonderful? He'll be home for at least two weeks, he says. It's been so long since he was able to make it home for so long.

I can finally show him my progress, as well.
Mood: happyhappy
31 March 2011 @ 12:11 am
[Filter: Private]

It feels as if I should have something by now ... anything to report back to Eve. To let her know I'm still here, doing what I was sent to do. I feel as if things are moving slower than they ever have. No matter what I was sent to do, I was always in and out without a problem. Excep -- Well, we won't think about that ...

But, of course, in anything this delicate, patience is what I need.
Mood: workingworking
31 March 2011 @ 12:22 am
Damn it, I think I need a drink. Or a sparring session ... or both.

Actually, doing both might be fun.
Mood: boredbored
31 March 2011 @ 12:26 am
Hm ... I think that I'll take Acacia out for morning a ride tomorrow. The weather has been so nice, lately ... at least better than it has been.

Although ... well, it'll be a bit chilly, but she really does need the exercise. I think she's gained a bit of ... fluff around the edges.
Mood: thoughtfulthoughtful
Lord Derek of Allba
31 March 2011 @ 12:31 am
[Filter: Private, Old High Dentorian]


I had an inkling, of course, but it is good to hear confirmation from the source. Now then, I think that is is time that I put aside my concerns and enjoy this well-deserved trip to Rowan.

I am sure that my wife and children will be pleased to start our journey at long last. It will certainly be an unforgettable one, won't it?

[Filter: Constance, Trade]

Constance, my love, is everything prepared for our departure?
31 March 2011 @ 12:42 am
[Filter: Gebann]

It looks like I'm fresh out of complaints. Better not get too used to it though.

So what are we going to do to improve your mood?
31 March 2011 @ 12:49 am
I'm so hungry right now, I could eat a horse! I'm not saying I will ... but I could probably just eat that much food ...! Yeah.

Anyway, so you guys! What are you craving, right now? At this very second!
Mood: hungryhungry
Aes of Cresyn
31 March 2011 @ 12:53 am
[Filter: Private, Atsirian]


They're just absolutely adorable together, and Matthew's just been so incredibly happy lately. It's so nice to see them like this, it really is! ♥

I could be happier for the both of them! It's really all just going so wonderfully~~ they're going to get married, have babies, and live happily ever after!

Hm ... but, now that everything has settled down with them, mother just won't stop bothering me about a suitor ... and how I should really start becoming more serious about it all and ... well, doesn't she know that that's probably the last thing on my mind right now?

Mood: thoughtfulthoughtful
31 March 2011 @ 01:05 am
[Filter: Private]


How am I supposed to deal with this? If I talk to him directly about it, he'll think I'm just attacking him. He'll deny everything, get defensive ... and, of course, he won't understand why I'm speaking to him about this. He never seems to understand that. He's such a child about this -- it's always that he feels attacked, that he doesn't understand why he shouldn't be doing this, what the problem is in the first place.

At least Stephanie was receptive enough to all of it. I'll have to keep a close eye on her once we get back to Veirnan. On her and on Symeon.

[Filter: House Veirnan]

Stephanie and I are finalizing our plans to leave, so you're all aware. We should be headed for home by the second. I'm hoping that travel will be quick enough, but we never can be sure.

It'll be good to see all of you again. It's been a very long time, after all.
31 March 2011 @ 01:19 am
[Filter: Private]

Ooh ...! I can't believe how fast it's sneaking up on me ...! Even with all of these preparations, I still can't seem to get everything ready in time! I've been working so hard to get it all just perfect and people still don't seem to get it ... why isn't everything working out the way that I wanted it to work out?

Those people at the market weren't helpful at all, either ...

At least they said they'd get all of their shipments in tomorrow ... but that doesn't even give me enough time to prepare all of the other things for the party. I think I have most of what I need, but there's still the few ingredients missing for the food and the present and ooh ... I hope Eric will be able to help me.

Zach's birthday has to be just perfect!

[Filter: Eric]

Um ... Eric ...?

Do you think you could do me a very big favor? Oh, please???
Mood: rushedrushed
Lord Rylan of Allba
31 March 2011 @ 02:35 am
[Filter: Private, in Korin]

I do not deserve this. I am unreasonably thankful that it is happening anyway. Dragons, I cannot believe that this is really happening. After so long, it has finally happened! After all of the hoops we have jumped through, all of the doubts we have been forced to crawl through, and after we had all but given up it finally happens. It has happened!

Dragons, this is a direct address to you, and not me continuing to take your name in vain. I realise it should be in Megami, but you all do understand anyway. You have no idea how happy you have made me by finally granting my one request. Cerise and I will treasure what you have given us, even though I have tainted it. Consider your backs patted, and our pipes lit in the most reverent manner possible!

[Filter: Public, in Trade]

Cerise and I have what could be the best possible news we could ever hope to expect! I would draw it out further if there were any way for me to think of better words, but this one will be short and sweet. Cerise is pregnant! It has been confirmed by the healers, and since this news was sure to get out, I decided to take the initiative and shout it from the rooftops!
Destin of Lysel
31 March 2011 @ 03:44 am
[Filter: Emery]

All right, I have a thought.

I've just asked my father if I can go home early tonight because something has Maire distressed. I'm not sure what and I was fairly loath to ask, but he agreed to it nonetheless once I mentioned her! And I had the thought, well, you and I haven't had near as much time as we should together, and I certainly would never say no to more ...

So, suppose I start bringing this up every once in a while. Not too often, or he'll get suspicious! But occasionally just mention to him in passing that Maire would really like me to be home early tonight, or what have you ... and buy us a few more hours together.

What do you think? Feasible?

(Oh, and I'm sad to say that for obvious reasons, I won't be able to come by tonight. Much to my chagrin, believe me!)
Mood: busybusy
31 March 2011 @ 03:49 am
[Filter: Private]

Well, frigg, Calaith's never been this hard to point at a girl before. Pretty much ran him to the end of his rope. The boat ride's done, everyone off.

I'm going to go out of my mind if I can't get someone else. Man's not going to live by cards alone, gotta have some kind of thing going on with the penis too. Even if it isn't mine, I've got to at least shove a guy into a girl, and watch what happens.

Need a guy who's got a history of not sticking to one girl for very long. Can't really be entirely his fault, but problems in the romance area are an asset. Needs to be lead pretty easy by an idea presented all smooth-like.


[Filter: Kail]

Hey! You're just the man I wanted to filter to, so it's a good thing I just did.
31 March 2011 @ 03:55 am
[Filter: Leon]

Um. So!!

How is it in Rhia? I haven't heard a lot from you!! I see all those girls talking to you and talking about you but I figured you'd been busy and you probably didn't want me bugging you for details too much and everything ... but now I'm curious!

I hope you're having a good time. Lady Benedette seems really nice ...
Mood: curiousnosy (also cautious)
31 March 2011 @ 04:27 am
[Filter: Private]


How Cameryn manages with me, I

I don't know what to tell the children.

I don't even know where to begin.

I know that one day they'll grasp this. Better than they do now, at least, even if ... even if my behavior is still -- I just don't know what to say to them. How long, now, have I been distant with them?

One day, they won' even care whether I am. One day, it won't even matter to them anymore, will it? I'm only their mother. They'll have their own lives, nothing to do with mine, and the longer this goes on, the sooner it's likely to be ...

I just -- I don't know what to do with them. Every time I look at them, I just -- I see the little boy we might have had. If it hadn't all ...
Mood: uncomfortableuncomfortable
Linnell of House Veirnan
31 March 2011 @ 05:11 am
[Filter: Papa]

Papa, I had an idea!!

You know, I know you've missed Stephanie more than anybody else ... so I was thinking. Maybe you should get her something special! I bet she's missed you just as much, right? So I was thinking, maybe we could go down into town and find her something really special? I could help, if you wanted!! I'm really good at picking out things for her, and I know what she likes ...

What do you think??
Mood: deviousso devious
Lysander of Mera
31 March 2011 @ 05:14 am
[Filter: Verity]

Aren't you worried she's going to get in trouble for this?
31 March 2011 @ 05:21 am
[Filter: Colleen]

If you're not going to do anything, I'll come up with something. I'll try to run away again. Just me. By myself. When he catches me, he'll be too mad to think about you. He'll be too caught up in trying to make me regret it. He'll forget about anything to do with you. That'll get us some time. Okay? I'm going to do it. I have to do something.
31 March 2011 @ 05:56 am
[Filter: Lenore]

Aw, now, sweetheart, I can tell your mind ain't on our night out. What's got you so upset? You can tell me about it, you know that, don't you? Maybe I can help. I hate seeing you all mad like this, after all.
Mood: curiouscurious
Aiden [Illuse]
31 March 2011 @ 06:05 am
[Filter: Jayne, in Kilian]

I ...

I have something I need to tell you. Before we see the end of all of this. I -- can't keep this from you. I should have told you sooner.
Mood: guiltyguilty
31 March 2011 @ 06:15 am
[Filter: Josiah]

You're not going to like this solution, but it's the only one I've come up with so far, so you're going to have to deal with it:

Suppose we found a boy who was legitimately interested in Lydia, without the bribery. One you approved of, of course. And we could somehow get him involved in this farce of a courtship ... Have this boy of Amelie's introduce them, or something of the sort. It gets Lydia out of that nonsense, it keeps her away from this brigand of hers, and it does so without hurting her.

It's not a perfect solution, and I know you're not going to like it, but so far, it's all I can think of. I can try and come up with something else, but I don't promise that it's going to be any better.
Mood: workingworking
Seraphine (Elina)
31 March 2011 @ 08:48 am
[Filter: Ian]

Oh, Ian, can you believe it? Isn't it wonderful?

I barely recognize Eamon, ever since she talked to him ...~ He's like a completely different person. He has hope, again. He even leaves the apartment, sometimes! On his own ~ Ah, it's wonderful! Don't you think~~?

He's been ... talking to Richard, though. He wants to go home ... er, ah to our home, not to Kanemoria~ That would be complicated for you ... wouldn't it?

[Filter: Lady Caroline]

Ah, Lady Caroline!

I wanted to ... thank you? I suppose ~
Mood: happyhappy
Kara (Aekaran)
31 March 2011 @ 08:55 am
[FIlter: Private]

-- oh, damn well --

[Filter: Davan]

I --

I realize you were only trying to take care of me.
Mood: frustrated:|
31 March 2011 @ 09:14 am
[the first filter was hastily replaced with the second after this entry finished.]

[Filter: Lawrence]
[Filter: Private]


You are not in Ilserna. Not in any physical, real form. I have had you invesigated a length. A tall, handsome Dentorian man would not go unnoticed, not in this city. And yet, there is no trace of you. Not a rumour. Not a whisper. Nothing.

But you've convinced me I am not mad. And so I must ... think. What else could this be?

I have been thinking ... thinking a great deal, about you. The you I remember, from when I was young and foolish and desperately lonely. I thought I was going mad, then, too, you know. I find it so easy to idealize those times. Remembering how happy I was. Forgetting the feeling of waking as if from a dream, of my experiences finding people confused as to who you were when I spoke of you.

I was not entirely honest, you see. I do remember you. I do remember loving you. But my memories are patchy. And strange.

I --

I begin to wonder. I begin to think that perhaps I never ...

No, it's still too nebulous, and far too bizarre. I can't put into words what I'm thinking, what I think may be happening to me. It's all disconnected and half-formed thoughts that you would be in no way enriched by knowing. I will wait, until I know what I mean to say, until I can recognize the workings of my own mind fully.


And I am doing neither of us any favours by writing to you, am I?

... what I seek ... you don't have. You can't give to me. I have to find this for myself. And then, I'll relay it to you, if it's of any use to either of us.

But I don't think I'm mad. And I don't think I ever was. Not all those years ago, when I wondered if I were so crazed with loneliness I had created myself a ghost lover. And not now, when I see him in crowds and in the distance, and then blink, and he's gone.

I don't think I'm mad.

I think I'm a Prophet.
Mood: indescribableindescribable
Lord Hasten of Lireth
31 March 2011 @ 09:23 am
[Filter: Private]

I do not have time, Amaeyra, to report my comings and goings to you. You are not my superiour, you are my sister, and have been entirely useless in your one, single task of creating a useful story to hide Elthea under.

I have an actual situation, here, brewing more and more by the day. I do not have time to be nannied.

I --

I will keep this under control.

[Filter: Lila and Allison]

I have need of a report.
Mood: frustratedfrustrated
31 March 2011 @ 10:02 am
[Filter: Private]

I ... should apologize to him, I think.

I am very, very rarely wrong! But ... in this case, I ... may have been overly quick in putting all of the blame on him, when I was really just exhausted and frustrated and very, very bored, that day.

The truth is ... there have most certainly been worse ways to spend my days, then standing with him, talking, indulging in one another's company. In fact, I'd been rather enjoying having an excuse to spend so much time together. At least, until he started going on about Seraphine. Her tastes in gifts, how fun it was to play at courtly love with a Princess! Yes, Philip, everyone knows that you like your pretty little blondes! There wasn't any need for ...


I took it very, very personally, didn't I?

And now, we're hardly speaking at all, which is ...

... truly. Truly, I should apologize, I should. I feel rather badly about it. I lost my temper horribly, and was definitely at fault, and now I'll never know what's going on with Sir Agi, and I ... do miss what good terms we'd finally settled on.

Oh, Josiah. Why did you ...

... I should apologize. I should.
Mood: guiltyguilty
Lord Craig of Rhia
31 March 2011 @ 10:11 am
[Filter: Private]

His writing --

He's not doing well. He's half a shadow of himself. He's ...

[there is a long pause]

Not ready to have my son die, yet.

I --

[there is another long pause]

Lot of things I would have done different, Stevie, if I could go back. I've been learning a lot about myself, lately. There were a damn lot of things I ...

No use thinking about it.
Mood: blahblah
31 March 2011 @ 10:14 am
[filter: Justine]

instead of staying here ... "forever."

wouldn't you rather just talk about ... everything? you realize I'm a priest. alongside giving sermons and thinking myself morally superiour to everyone else, that's what I'm trained to do. listen.
Mood: worriedworried
Leisa of Rhia
31 March 2011 @ 03:15 pm
; 51  
[Filter: Private]

It was quite an unexpected turn of events, but I've always liked surprises~ I'd pity Lucas and Torrence if seeing them embarrassed wasn't quite so amusing!

Poor Lady Benedette, though, feeling sick and having to leave so suddenly. Thank the Dragons she's recovered quickly, being sick is the absolute worst! She should be just fine for Rachelle's party, though, definitely.

[Filter: Public]

So! I would like to take this opportunity to wish my dear cousin Rachelle a very happy birthday~
Mood: thoughtfulthoughtful
Reeve of Atsiria
31 March 2011 @ 03:46 pm
[Filter: Private, in Atsirian]

When even Reiz is telling me I need to get used to it, maybe he has a point.

I don't want to. Dragons Light and Dark, I don't want to. But -- but there isn't any way for me to stop this. No one has anything on Matthew. He's as clean as can be. And the more I look, the more obvious it becomes that I'm not going to find anything.

But -- I can't just --

Every time they're together, every time he makes her smile, makes her laugh, I just --
Mood: frustratedfrustrated
Anita of Vernhail
31 March 2011 @ 03:55 pm
Oh, I'm so glad it's finally spring!

I've been walking through the gardens, the last few days, and it's so wonderful to see everything blooming again. Winter always seems so long, and I do love spring so ... It's not even so terribly muddy of late, either. I just always seem to forget how wondrous it is, how much it makes me feel better, to see the flowers in bloom and the leaves growing again on the trees ....

It's so strange to think that this is the second spring I've seen here in Temair ... do love it so. I could hardly think of anywhere I would rather pass the time.
31 March 2011 @ 04:06 pm
[Filter: Lysander]


What do you know about Sarrca circa about 10 years ago?
Mood: busybusy
31 March 2011 @ 04:08 pm
[Filter: Amelie]

Guess who's going to be very sorry that they gave up. Go on, guess. I have all day.
Mood: satisfiedsmug
Keran of Sarrca
31 March 2011 @ 04:35 pm
[Filter: Private]

It shouldn't be taking this long.

Talk, Crow. I can see it in you. You want to do it. You want to put a stop to the pain I'm giving you. Oh, you'd do anything if it would mean I would just kill you and stop the pain, I can see it in your eyes. You'd get down on your knees and worship me, if that was what it took.

But you won't talk.

That one thing, the single thing I need from you, the only thing I require of you, you won't give to me. And you know, Crow, that I'll keep this up until you do. Until you snap. And I can see it coming. It's not long now. I simply don't see why you have to make this so much harder on yourself.

But then, I suppose, you are the One-Eyed Crow. I oughtn't be so surprised.

[Filter: Public]

I think Rosie is happier to see the days growing longer than anyone here. She tells me she's not afraid of the dark anymore, of course, but I always find it so hard to believe that when only a few years ago she would cling and cry and beg to sleep in her father's bed when she had nightmares. And I never could tell her no, of course, but, well. I'm sure any father worth his salt can understand that.

I believe I'll have the servants begin airing out the heavier curtains already, just in case we should decide that we need them early. It never can hurt to be prepared when we're facing down the prospect of twenty hours or so of sunlight, after all.
31 March 2011 @ 07:12 pm
[Filter: Lara]

Hey, so uhh ... I got all the stuff you asked for, I think. Where are you at? I'll bring it over to you.
Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
31 March 2011 @ 08:04 pm
[Filter: Private, in Atsirian]

Dairanne would never understand, of course, that I am ... no longer so anxious to see Razen, again. I would be perfectly content to let it be the last of Atsiria's cities we visit. Strange, now, to remember how disappointed I was when I learned it was Ilserna that we would arrive in.

But now ... no. I am in no hurry to place myself in proximity with him, again. And Dairanne ... I hardly know what to think about her. Do I want to see what she's become? Parties and gossip and courting the son of a Councillor. I hardly know her, now, and she certainly does not know me. And then there is the queen. Better to let time bridge the distance between us and the her. Let her marry Matthew, and let her forget all her anger in her happiness, if she hasn't already. Time certainly won't hurt us in that.

There is too much there to distract me. I know myself well enough to realize that. I won't be at my best, and Razen should have my best. I'm in no hurry to rush into that, unprepared, a stupid young girl with a head full of memories of a city filled with extravagant splendour. No. Ilserna is better for me, now. Maybe even Feldri would be better. I've had years to prepare myself for those distractions, after all.

I wish she'd never spoken of those silly rumours. Mother certainly isn't in any hurry to go anywhere, least of all Razen.
Mood: blahblah
Lord Glenn of House Rowan
31 March 2011 @ 08:11 pm
Eriena, my dear ... I don't wish to alarm you, but I am beginning to suspect that Emily is not in this castle at all. I've searched all the likely places ten times over, and nothing. She's clever, but not that clever, not yet.

I think she must have made it outside. I've already sent my best men to start inquiring near the gates, and I am just about to join them. I suggest keeping eyes posted near there in case she should return on her own, while we're out.
Mood: worriedworried
Pillar of Light
31 March 2011 @ 08:31 pm
I just can't help but wonder which one of you this is. It's a shame how rarely you ever find out, isn't it~? That sweet little song in the back of your head, it's never much fond of questions like that. It hardly cares which Messenger is hanging off my blade, at the end of the night.

But I'm always curious about it, I'll admit ~

And just think. If you looked up, sweetheart, you might even see me here in the shadows. Crouched over with my little book, here. Stupid, stupid thing for me to do. You might figure out which one I am ~ My little gift to you. An opportunity!

But I think you'll probably just waste it.

All I need is a little proof. Don't disappoint me~
Mood: predatorypredatory
Ethne of House Karnach
31 March 2011 @ 08:54 pm
[Filter: Private, in Atsirian]

I wonder if I should start making inquiries into a better venue, soon. I do like having them all at the manor. A little reminder that House Karnach isn't the silly thing with barely a sliver of influence here, anymore. But I'd be the first to admit that it isn't the most ... stately manse on the street, for all that it's grown since I was a girl. Hm.

Not so soon, of course. This will serve for several more meetings yet, but I'd rather overplan a thing than the opposite. No shame in that.
Mood: workingworking
31 March 2011 @ 09:04 pm
[Filter: Private]

That was ... odd. Why do I feel like he was trying to do more than just play cards with me?

[Filter: Sawyer]

Sawyer, what do you make of Jack?
Mood: confusedconfused
31 March 2011 @ 09:38 pm
I've been thinking about my brother a lot lately. I keep looking in my journal and wondering why he hasn't written, and well, it's kind of hard to not think about him after that. At least it's not as bad as it was before. I think about more than just what happened to him. I miss him, a lot.
Mood: lonelylonely
31 March 2011 @ 10:09 pm
[Filter: Lauren]

Lauren!!!! I have a really big secret and I promised not to talk to anyone but I need to tell someone or I'm going to go crazy and you don't know her so I can tell you but you can't tell anyone else cuz it's a big secret and she didn't want me to tell anyone and I don't know what else to do but I have to tell someone cuz I can't keep secrets and I hate it and Anton's gonna figure out I know and make me tell and I don't want to!!!
Mood: stressedstressed
31 March 2011 @ 10:16 pm
[Filter: Private, in sloppy Old High Atsirian]

This is so much harder than I thought it would be. She was so much different when I first met her and when we were just being tutored together. Now all she cares about is what her mother thinks, and what other people would think, and our appearances. I don't think she cares about me at all anymore. I'm just supposed to look good next to her so she looks good. Why can't we just go walking? Why can't people of status take a walk together through the streets? Why can't we just pick somewhere we want to eat at? It's stupid. It's all stupid.
Mood: disappointeddisappointed
Fartgus of Lireth
31 March 2011 @ 10:27 pm
[Filter: Canti]

Now, Lady Canti, I hope those sad faces you've been making haven't been on my account. You know I would stay longer in Emeron if I possibly could, don't you? But I'm afraid I've so very much to do, and so little time to do it in. If I could, I would stay here if only to wipe that frown off of your face.

Do tell me that I haven't upset you so. I do hate to think this could be my fault.
Mood: deviousparting shot :3
31 March 2011 @ 10:58 pm
[Filter: Private]

I told her that I've moved on, but if I tell her what I've been doing behind her back... I don't think she'd see it that way. I wouldn't say this is the first time I've ever lied to her, but I don't think I've ever kept a secret this big either. Every time I talk to her I have to try so hard not to give her one of my tells. It means we haven't talked much. It means I'm hardly ever inwardly comfortable when we do...

I do need to talk to her more, if only to take away any form of suspicion. She'll know for sure if I pull away too much. She'll find out somehow.

Terrance knows... has known. Though, with no disrespect toward Nessa, she doesn't exactly know it from my perspective... The difference is it would all be over if Nessa found out.

Other than that, the road is more of a threat to us than anything. We haven't been able to do anything together, really. Not overtly...

[Filter: Aileen]

Have you ever considered participating in a game with them?
Suaimeas (Patience)
31 March 2011 @ 10:59 pm
[Filter: Prudence, in Old High Kilian]

Um ... are you okay? I haven't seen you write here for a very long time. I hope everything's fine and you're just busy.

[long pause]

Please write something.

[Filter: Public, in Kilian]

I think I'm going to leave the city soon. I don't know if there's anything more I can learn here and it's finally warm again.

But I don't know where I'm going to go.
Amaeyra of Lireth
31 March 2011 @ 11:04 pm
[Filter: Hasten]

Brother ... are you very far from the lighthouse now ...? It has been some time since you have told me anything of ... of her. I hope she is not causing you trouble.
Mood: restlessrestless
31 March 2011 @ 11:09 pm
[Filter: Lord Gebann]

If I am reading these right, you have made it to the forests? You are that close? It has been a long time since I traveled those roads, but I do vividly remember it being the final leg of my journey.

You have yet to tell me what I should be expecting when you return, or if there is anything you would have me do. I would prefer not to have any surprises about your arrival.
Mood: uncomfortableuncomfortable
Benedette of Emeron
31 March 2011 @ 11:12 pm
[Filter: Leon]

I keep trying and trying to find a moment where I can steal away and see you but so far, there has not been a single. Can you imagine it, after ... that night? I still sometimes can't even believe it actually happened.

Where are you right now? What are you doing?

How did I ever
31 March 2011 @ 11:13 pm
Hey, uh, Gebann. Dagda. I don't know which way you guys got off to but Loki and I found some deer tracks. Pretty fresh, too. I figured writing to you would be, you know, less noisy than shouting or whatever and since we all have one of these ...

Loki went ahead to scout out, I'm going to go ahead and follow him up. We're back by that fallen tree, you know, the big one? If you guys have something of your own out there then that's fine, I just thought I'd give you a heads up.

I hope it's a big one.
Mood: hungryhungry
Lian of Veirnan
31 March 2011 @ 11:14 pm
[Filter: Father]

I ...

Lancel and I were just talking ... we didn't do anything wrong.
Xander of Meirsu
31 March 2011 @ 11:20 pm
Lady Francisca, have you managed to write anything further in that masterful song of yours? I am quite looking forward to hearing what comes next!

[Filter: Lady Canti]

I also hope that you are feeling better these days, my lady. I have been worried about you.
Cylina of Coliya
31 March 2011 @ 11:24 pm
[Filter: Private]

I can hardly even think about any of them having children. It's just so weird. Even though Jarek and Mal both do already. That actually hurts my head a little bit.

I wish I knew why Edward is in such a bad mood lately. I've never seen him quite like this before but I'm sure if it's actually important I'll find out eventually. Or he'll just get over it.

When did my life become so ...
31 March 2011 @ 11:26 pm
[Filter: Private]

Now, is it just me, or is that brat acting up? Almost makes me start to like her. Almost. What can I say, I like a girl with spirit. Especially when it's being spat in her mother's face. That child's not so easy to twist round your finger, is she, you bitch? I hope you get reminded of that again and again, for years. She's going to be a pipsqueak brat for a long time.
Mood: cheerfulcheerful
Eudora of Fairen
31 March 2011 @ 11:28 pm
[Filter: Private]

It's almost amusing, if you think about it. I'm watching her and she's watching me and we're both so watchful that neither of us is going to do anything out of character and yet that very thing is what reveals that there is more to both of us than meets the eye.

I don't like anyone knowing that, not unless I choose it. No one's ever even had a hint before, not even my own family. Not that any of them are particularly intelligent anyway.

I'll keep an eye on her but there are still bigger issues to attend to. I would have liked to have finished the project by now but there have just been too many obstacles. But perhaps enough damage has been done.


It's almost exciting in a way too. I've never had such a challenge. It could even be fun.
31 March 2011 @ 11:32 pm

There are times I get interested in neighborhood politics. Off and on, really. Ever since my rather large introduction to the people whose houses surround mine, there have been times when I've been invited to their own functions. Of course, while I am the only councillor living in this particular area, there are a number of notable people. There are mostly families that have lived in these houses for fifty or more years. They do not take very well to new blood that isn't extremely well off, it seems.

Someone, a merchant, recently bought a home here. A few of my neighbors are very concerned about this, and would rather not allow the new woman a chance to move into her home unchallenged. Well, I'm obviously on the new woman's side in this, being new blood myself. Unfortunately, I'm in the midst of work for the throne, and it does take priority.

Still, I do wish there were something I could do for the poor woman more than simply denying my less accepting neighbors my support.
Justine of Ysak
31 March 2011 @ 11:48 pm
You know what I miss? Those question things. Remember them? They were pretty fun, usually. And even the ones that weren't could be interesting. Usually.

So here's one for you: what are you wearing? Please, don't spare any details.
Dillon of Rowan
31 March 2011 @ 11:52 pm
Thank the Dragons. Lady Eriena, we've found her. She's utterly filthy and fairly terrified and in tears, but she's relieved to see somebody she knows and I think she's had a very long, trying day and needs a bit of rest.

We're headed back with her now. I know I'd like to have some words with whoever her nurse for today was, but I imagine that's probably not my place, so I'll leave it to you.
Lady Mariana of Tersel
31 March 2011 @ 11:53 pm
Amaeyra, I am quite happy to let you know that I will be able to accept your invitation. All the necessary prepations have either been made or will be shortly. The children in particular are very excited, since they have heard much about your family but I do not believe any of them actually remember you.

[Filter: Private, in Dentorian]

I am sorry, Gareth, but you shall have to wait longer for my answer. I simply cannot make up my mind.
Megan of Ysak
31 March 2011 @ 11:56 pm
[Filter: Private]

I can feel the tension building. This feeling is just so impossible to deny and the only way to be rid of it is to -


I need to calm down. Perhaps I should go for a ride.