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23 March 2011 @ 07:41 pm
[Filter: Private, in Kilian]

I'd been prepared for the possibility of death since I volunteered for this rescue mission. I knew very well that I would be risking my life, and I still volunteered. I knew I was making a foolish promise to my family, that I may not be able to keep it.

And even knowing this...I'm still terrified. I...I don't want to die. That's stupid, isn't it? If I really didn't want to die I would have stayed home. But Marias, and Ciaran...

Is it still foolish to hope it won't come down to that?
Mood: scaredscared