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17 March 2011 @ 01:39 am
[Filter: Private]

I can't put it off anymore. I just have to do it. Don't think about, just write.

[Filter: Lady Lauren]

I know that I am probably the last person you want to hear from, and I cannot blame you. There's nothing that I can do that can possibly make up for what I have done to you, and I cannot possibly apologize enough for how I hurt you. I let my own goals and ambitions cloud my vision and my judgment, and I was too short sighted to see what was going on right in front of my face. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry that I led you on the way that I did, and I want you to know that I never meant to hurt you. I never wanted this to happen and it was never my intention to deceive you.

You are the best friend that a guy like me could possibly ask for. I have never had a friend like you before, and I most certainly do not wish it to end like this. Whatever it takes to regain your trust and your friendship, I will do it. I do not wish to deceive you ever again.

I'm sorry.
Mood: guiltyguilty