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04 March 2011 @ 12:14 pm
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I haven't even been thinking about it so much lately, even with Rose Day. I guess I've been too busy thinking about Dad and Peter.

But it's always there. I've been seeing Adam for over a year now, and I still...I like him, we get along great, but...he's not a girl. I still can't get past that, I'm still having these feelings that I shouldn't. Why can't I just let them go, Adam's probably the guy I'll end up marrying someday and I should feel for him the way a girl's supposed to feel for a guy.

I thought maybe it was just taking a while to work, but...maybe this is it. Maybe it doesn't work like that after all.
Mood: guiltyguilty