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23 February 2011 @ 01:21 am
[Filter: Dagda]

I can't keep doing this. Lady Celeste won't even so much as look at me, and I don't even want to know what Lady Lauren is thinking right now. Lyonesse keeps trying to get me to talk when she cleans my bandages, but I cannot come up with anything to say back. I can barely even look her in the eyes anymore. I have let everyone down, and there is nothing I can do to make it better. The only people, it seems, who seem unaffected are Miss Fayre and Sir Elden. In fact, they seem to enjoy the entire premise, unless I am grossly misreading them, which I suppose is possible.
Mood: depresseddepressed
23 February 2011 @ 02:56 am
[Filter: Private]

I don't know what to say to her, or what to do for her. It's been a week, and I just ...

I'm useless. Powerless. She doesn't hear a word I say. She doesn't hear anything anybody says, and -- I can't handle it. I can't handle not being able to help her.

Maybe ... maybe this, maybe writing ...

[Filter: Hilary]

Mood: indescribableindescribable
23 February 2011 @ 08:39 pm
Well, that's all my planting done! Nice to have that over with early. The hard part's lookin after the seedlings, heh. They're a lot like babies, you know, gotta treat them real careful from the start and with a bit of luck, they'll grow big and strong! Hopin the weather stays good. If it doesn't, well, at least it's early in the season.
Mood: goodgood
Var (Varelia)
23 February 2011 @ 08:50 pm
I made a pot pie for Sindre on Rose Day, like what Jasmine described to me. Karrin knew how to make one, and it was very easy. Much easier than I thought it would sound! The pastry didn't burn at all, which made me very glad, and Sindre liked it too, which was even better. I think I should try making it more often, and by the next winter it will be perfect, yes? A hot pie would be very nice on a cold day. Now I have to think of something nice to make when it is hotter. In Atsiria, my mother would make soft, boiled bananas and yam with cold, sweet coconut milk, but I do not think I can make that here. At least I will have a lot of time to think about it, no?