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09 February 2011 @ 07:42 pm
[Filter: Lenore]

Okay, honey. Are you ready to try this again? We can make sure we don't overcook the meat this time. And we can use less herbs, too. I'll eat it for you this time, and I'll be honest about how it is, okay?

Do you think you need any help with the potatoes, or do you know what you're doing with them?
Mood: workingworking
09 February 2011 @ 08:23 pm
[Filter: Private]

Okay so like.

Do I get him something. Does he get me something. Do we pretend nothing is still happening. If we get each other something who gets what. Do I cook? Does he cook? Do we both cook since Dragons know there aren't any roses out here? Do we both pretend to get roses for each other and then

Ughhhh this is all so complicated why does it have to be Rose Day right now couldn't it just wait until we get to Eina??
Mood: crankycranky
Lysander of Mera
09 February 2011 @ 08:28 pm
[Filter: Verity]

Okay. What do we have?
Mood: workingworking
Lady Eliza of Temair
09 February 2011 @ 09:02 pm
[Filter: Private ; Old Dentorian]

I loathe you. I hate you. And I want you. Oh Dragons, how I want you. How I despise myself for it.

This is exactly what Father feared in having me as his heir. He wanted a boy fashioned after himself, a man of logic and reason, impartial and dispassionate, a man who ruled and controlled. Instead, he had to train a creature with feminine emotions and passions, a natural inclination to submit, a desire to be dominated. How he tried to have me rise above my every weakness. He saw that my mother and sisters would become strangers to me. He bound me to a man who I felt no passion towards, and who could never love me. And he warned me about you. As if he knew that you could undo his best work.

Dragons light and dark, how did it come to this. The thought of what you could do to me will not be dammed. Nothing will be as it was.
Mood: distresseddistressed
09 February 2011 @ 09:13 pm
[Filter: Private ; Kilian]

That was ... nice.

I guess I needed that. A reminder of why I've been staying up late at night, and why I wake up feeling exhausted. Why I have to scan ridiculously old books for any hint of how to both succeed and keep my head attached to my neck. Why I have to trace complicated runes over and over in my head, until I'm sure every stroke is in its correct place. I'm doing all of that so that she can be that person I see when we're out on our silly little picnics, a person she doesn't have to lock away when Desmund isn't here.

It's not a bad motivator.
Mood: thoughtfulthoughtful
09 February 2011 @ 09:19 pm
I'm going to the market today to see if I can find a dog ...! With Dominic, you see, because I thought the boys should have a say in the temple's new pet too. And he knows more about dogs than I do, so I'm sure that between the both of us, we'll pick a good puppy ...!

[Filter: Private]

And he seemed happy that I asked him ... I guess we haven't been talking much lately, with me looking after the new girls and him with the new boys. That's why I was so relieved he said yes when I asked if he could come. And ... and really glad too.
Mood: happyhappy
09 February 2011 @ 09:19 pm
[Filter: Private]

Not having any plans for Rose Day... it's weird the things you get used to. Even if we had a way to do it right... who would I even try to do something for? Aileen and Essalene are creepy... I don't even know why Leigh is still here... and she hates everyone. Faith is... she might as well just be one of the guys. There's Lauren but she's been spending all her time with Gebann. Figures she'd immediately fall for the Korin guy.

Whatever... I guess there's always next year. At least maybe then we won't be stuck in the middle of nowhere.
Mood: blahblah