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28 January 2011 @ 01:41 am
Well, I have been talked into realizing that no time is ever the completely perfect time, and this particular time is adequate at least!

Mianne and I finally set the date for our wedding! It'll be April the 10th, and any single person who reads this is invited to attend, especially the royalty because Mianne is most definitely deserving of royalty at her wedding!

We're spending the next two and a half months running around like crazy people, but'll happily answer any questions you have and respond to the numerous congratulations I'm expecting! Come on, make her feel loved.
Mood: loved<3
28 January 2011 @ 01:43 am
[Filter: Sawyer]

Hey ... you know, I know Kail was beat up pretty good when we were getting out of there, but he's been looking a lot better the last bit. You, on the other hand ... well, don't you think you should be getting some rest, yourself?

I just mean ... you're not going to do him any good if you fall over and need to be nursed. Or anyone else ...
Mood: worriedworried
28 January 2011 @ 01:54 am
Sure a sight, let me tell you, seeing all the flowers out in the shops. Don't know anyone what'd buy 'em this early, but sure gets a fellow thinking, that's all. First Rose Day I've really had to make plans, that's all.

Now, Lenore, I'd ask what you want to do for the day, but I figure that'd ruin the surprise, ain't that right? Gotta keep it quiet, once I figure it out. Just the figuring part that's giving me the trouble, right now. If you wanna give some suggestions I sure wouldn't mind.
Reeve of Atsiria
28 January 2011 @ 02:00 am
[Filter: Reiz, in Atsirian]

You know, it's been a month and she's still just as committed to this? Possibly more than before. I can't even -- Dragons light and dark, Reiz, I can't even watch her and Matthew talk to each other, it makes me too sick. How is this actually happening? Her and Matthew. And it's not going to stop. Dragons, I doubt she's going to change her mind. She's going to go through with this, and have him as her king, and then what?

I can't put up with months of this. I can't. Dragons, I think I'll go insane.
Mood: sicksick
28 January 2011 @ 02:04 am
[Filter: Private, in Kilian]

It sounds...

But why him? It sounds too similar to be a coincidence. Vivid dreams, as true as life? In a world where everything's different, where ...

It can't be just a coincidence. But why him? What's the connection? What connection is there between him and Lady Celeste, or Lord Lawrence or Lord Kail? Every time I go over it, I can't come up with any reason they should be connected. But they have to be.

Maybe I'm imagining it. Maybe it isn't connected. Maybe the dreams aren't as vivid as he makes them sound. Maybe ... But it's so much harder to dismiss it than it is to take it as true. As something real. If it is connected, then why?

There's so much about this I don't understand.
Mood: confusedconfused
28 January 2011 @ 02:18 am
I'm getting really worried.

Angela's been locked up all month. Nobody's willing to talk about what she's doing or what's wrong with her. I haven't even seen her since the sisters quarantined her ... if that's even the right word.

If it was just a week or so I would just think it was her being ... you know, her! But it's been so long that I'm really worried. They wouldn't keep her locked up if it wasn't serious! And they're still being so dodgy about what's wrong, and it's not even like I'm the only one asking anymore ...
Mood: scaredscared
28 January 2011 @ 03:06 am
[Filter: Glenn]

So, um.

You're probably wondering why you haven't seen me write to you, yet. Since that night I got a little sloshed. I did say that I would, didn't I?
Mood: blahblah
Lady Cerise of House Allba
28 January 2011 @ 03:22 am
[Filter: Private]

I've asked all of the priests, and none of them know anything about that ... medicine. Not a single one. One of them must being lying to me, right? There's no other way that it could be here, unless it came through them. But ... they're priests!! Priests don't lie, they just don't. Everyone knows that.

I just feel ... all of this is so beyond me! Everyone's noticed that I've been asking strange questions, and none of them can know why I am, but ... but that doesn't matter, really, does it? What matters is that they're noticing, and if they are, that means that whoever is doing this has noticed, too ...

... maybe it's nothing. Maybe it is. It could all just be a coincidence ... couldn't it? ... I don't know.

Derek says the people worry when I'm not smiling, but ... how can I smile, when someone here, in this house, could be poisoning my husband? Who would do that? Why?

[Filter: Derek]

Do you ... think that people still notice I'm upset? Do you notice if I am?
Mood: stressedstressed
28 January 2011 @ 03:28 am
[Filter: Private]

I don't even --

[Filter: Lark]

Yeah, talked to Flo.
Mood: angry>:|
28 January 2011 @ 03:31 am
[Filter: Private, in Atsirian]

I'm going mad. Piece by piece, bit by bit, I am gradually going absolutely mad. There isn't any other explanation for this. There is nothing else I can see as an explanation. I'm losing my mind. The Prophet has finally snapped.

What ... what am I going to do, then?

Nothing seems to make me stop seeing him ...

[Filter: Karlesta, in Atsirian]

I ...

I apologize for that. You shouldn't have had to have covered for my error. You've been doing a great deal of it lately, I know. I -- it's all very ... difficult to explain.
Mood: indescribableindescribable
28 January 2011 @ 03:43 am
I had an idea for how I might find my friend!! Ah if he's stll here that is or if he's still -- but I can't think like that, I have to keep up hope because er well I really do think that this could work!!!

You see when I was cleaning my armour today I started to hum one of his songs! It was one that I knew that he wrote himself because ... um well he wrote it for me! And it gets in my head sometimes and oh it just goes around and around and around I'm sure you all know how songs can do that sometimes ~~ And this song is very much like that and it just hit me all of a sudden that I could sing it! I could!

Everyone who heard it would get it stuck in their heads and they could sing it and all I'd need to do was add in a part where I said that Pandora was waiting for him and name a place and then if someone had it in their head and was singing it around him and he heard it then he'd know for sure!! And they wouldn't even have to have been looking for him ...~

What does everyone think??
Mood: optimisticoptimistic
28 January 2011 @ 04:16 am
[Filter: Private]

I take it I'm not invited. T

Well, fine by me. I don't want to come into your blood money house for dinner, anyway.
Mood: blahblah
28 January 2011 @ 11:10 am
[Filter: Lauren, Rae, and Tyre]

I'm not sure how much any of you will care about this but I wanted you to hear it from me regardless.

A number of months ago, I was given the opportunity to train to work in the apothecary here at the temple. I had been involved in aiding a supplicant with information about some of the most recent work done here and attracted the attention of the priestess in charge. However, in order to accept this position, it was necessary to become an acolyte sworn in the Dragons' service, as this training is not one given lightly.

I thought long and hard about this decision but eventually decided that it was a path I was willing to take. My dedication ceremony was on Tuesday.
Justine of Ysak
28 January 2011 @ 11:13 am
I feel like painting something. It sounds like such marvelous fun, doesn't it? Bright colours, of course, reds and blues and greens that you could see from the sky.

Father Rolen, you're little temple has been looking a bit run down. Maybe this is just the thing it needs.
28 January 2011 @ 11:14 am
[Filter: Jayne, in Kilian]

You can't go.
Megan of Ysak
28 January 2011 @ 11:17 am
[Filter: Private, in Atsirian]

No matter how much I try, I cannot forget about that night. The feel of her lips, the taste- Goddesses help me, the memories haunt me so.

As they clearly do for her as well. I know that. And she wants to understand. I know that too.

I am sorry, Ellisae, that I do not have the courage to help.
28 January 2011 @ 04:25 pm
[Filter: Private]

...he really is getting kinda slow lately. I always forget how much older he is than the other dogs, but lately it's really showing. Mom thinks it's a sign he's getting too old and might not have a lot of time left...I really don't wanna think about that. I know he wasn't gonna live forever, but thinking about Jeff still hurts, and Shadow's like a part of the family too.
Mood: uncomfortableuncomfortable
28 January 2011 @ 04:33 pm
[Filter: Sean]

So I thought I'd tell you, we're not at Aelvir anymore. Stuff happened and now we're trying to get to Eina as soon as possible.

Just thought I'd let you know. And I've already sent a letter home to Mom and the others, in case they were planning on sending anything to Aelvir.
Mood: coldcold
Devine of Rhia
28 January 2011 @ 10:26 pm
[Filter: Amalea]

Are you busy tonight? I need to get out of here for a while. I can't take this anymore. I just need to go somewhere that everyone won't look at me, judging me, and talking about me as if I'm not sitting a few feet from them.
Mood: aggravatedaggravated
28 January 2011 @ 10:30 pm
[Filter: Private]

I can't keep putting this off. It is better she knows in advance so she can prepare herself for it.

I'm going to miss this job.

[Filter: Mi]

It's about time we've had a talk.
Mood: uncomfortableuncomfortable
28 January 2011 @ 10:35 pm
[Filter: Kim]

Okay, look. When you get up, or I guess if you're still up right now, or anything like that, can we maybe talk? I know you've been avoiding me, I'm not dumb, but I think we should probably sit down and talk about it because Ella is probably getting tired of us dancing around each other by now?

It's just that, when -- er, well, on New Year's, I mean, I thought that maybe you

[sharp jerk, ink spilled on the page]

[Filter: Public]

UH Ella are you awake right now, did you hear that? I -- maybe I just imagined it but it was pretty loud. I --

Tell me you heard that Dragons what was it anyway? I'm kind of scared to go look ...
Mood: shockedstartled!
28 January 2011 @ 10:49 pm
[Filter: Private]

What I wouldn't give to get my hands on one of their journals. I know they're up to something. I refuse to believe a devout priest such as Father Phelan would do such a thing on his own accord. I suppose it is, theoretically, possible but highly unlikely. Of course there is also the issue that I saw Eudora on top of him with my own eyes. He is hardly a man strong enough to force a woman to be in such a position. She keeps playing as if she is innocent, but perhaps there is more to her than meets the eye. If there is one thing I am certain of, it is that she is far from a victim.

Poor Eudora~ she is so lucky to have such a wonderful and understanding husband to forgive her after such a travesty. It makes me sick and she's sucking up every second of pity she can get.

Of course I can use such a travesty to my advantage as well. It could easily buy me a few more weeks here to attend to my poor sister-in-law's horrible, unfortunate ordeal. And on top of her father-in-law being sick too. She needs a friend to rely on~

I should try and find some of Father Phelan's notes. That would be a good start.

[Filter: Public]

It is such a lovely day out, is it not? I would most certainly love to go for a horseback ride around the city. It has been many weeks since I have taken Silver out of the stables. She would love to stretch her legs as well, I'm sure.
Mood: deviousdevious
Ethne of House Karnach
28 January 2011 @ 10:55 pm
[Filter: Private, in Atsirian]

It's strange, after all this time, to see the crew dissolving this way. Gideon and I will keep the most talented of them near at hand, of course, but they'll find other interests to pursue. We can't keep them busy, what with losing our venue, and Razen has so precious few of those. In the end, at least, I think we can call this a success ... it just wasn't as glamorous as I'd hoped. We planned it perfectly, and it still barely ever ran smoothly. We did the best we could, and we still had so many hitches and bumps along the way, getting to the end is mostly just a relief.

Campaigning was a lot like that, as well. Is this how it always is?
Mood: blahblah
28 January 2011 @ 11:34 pm
[There's a fancily drawn label here with "Love Potion #9" in large letters]

It's not quite right yet. I'm still missing something to make it perfect. I want to see how many poor schmucks I can trick into buying a worthless potion.

There won't be anything harmful in it, of course. Maybe just some dreamfoil so whoever drinks it passes out and misses their hot date.
Mood: workingworking