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28 September 2007 @ 12:01 am
So! Ummmmm.

Awwwwwwkward. Or something.

Uh is she gonna be okay?
Mood: worriedworried
28 September 2007 @ 12:02 am
[slightly shaky]

[Filter: Private, Old High Megam]

Hmm...~ at least that seems to be fading, a little. One less thing~

Mm, and now... this is certainly a mess, is it not? And so little that can actually be done on the matter ...

We do not ... haa, truly, we do not know when the next thing will occur, Faith has not improved, and now... mm. One step at a time, of course; we can only keep trying.

And I will think.

[Filter: Celeste, Trade]

Mmm... will you come sit and have tea with me, dear...? You've been in your rooms for much too long ...
Mood: worriedworried
28 September 2007 @ 12:02 am
[Filter, Private, in Atsirian]

I... never did, ah, like him, but to do this when she, ah, she clearly... I thought he wouldn't do that, at least.
28 September 2007 @ 12:03 am
[Filter: Private]

Dragons, Caroline, as if any of needed this. You never think, do you? This is precisely why we were humiliated at Bresa. Ah, but that was my dragonsdamned fault, of course, because I didn't believe you. As if it would have changed anything if I did. I warned him not to hurt you. I did that even though I thought you were just being -- do I get no credit at all for that? And on top of it all, you think I'm a dragonsdamned murderer.

... I am a dragonsdamned murderer.

[Filter: Tessa]

... I apologize for all of this chaos. It isn't how things normally work, here. Ah, and of course you know that, but I'm ... I've had a bad week. I'm sorry.
Mood: angryangry
Daerielle of Atsir
28 September 2007 @ 12:07 am
Joseph!! Joseph!! Arsele and I want to know if you can hide things in these books!! She has so many drawings and nobody should get to see them before they're done!!
Mood: curiouscurious
Felicia of Mansoure
28 September 2007 @ 01:55 am
Oh...! Hahaha, according to Mother's letter, Penny is expecting a foal! Well, isn't this a lovely coincidence!
Mood: surprisedsurprised
28 September 2007 @ 02:29 am
The time had to come eventually...

.. right?

[Filter: Rayla and Sir Zacharias]

Have a safe journey.. please be careful.

.. and frequent reports.. Okay?

[Filter: Keller]

.. umm.
Mood: worriedworried
Destin of Lysel
28 September 2007 @ 02:52 am
[Filter: Private]

I need to learn to keep my dragonsdamned mouth shut. Dragons, he doesn't need to hear it. He doesn't want to hear it. It's probably not even what he was asking!

And now he knows. He knows! And

Dragons, now I think I'm the one that's going to be ill.

What was I thinking. Dragons. And now I'm happy he's here, because... because why not! Dragons, I'm going to hell anyway, why not enjoy the ride?

Dragons, Emery, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. It was stupid and rash and now things will never be the same.

[Filter: Emery]

Feeling any better?
Mood: crappycrappy
Emmeline of Nallen
28 September 2007 @ 07:57 am
my head feels funny...
28 September 2007 @ 11:54 am
[Filter: Private, Kilian]

They have been testing them. They are pleased with their results.

They will want to start with the next phase soon.


I was only here to write a book.
Mood: annoyedannoyed
28 September 2007 @ 12:19 pm
...hair ribbons? Why would he of all people...

I don't even wear hair ribbons. It's gotta be a mistake.
Mood: confusedconfused
28 September 2007 @ 12:24 pm
Mm...nothing from them.

I guess they've given up...t-that's good, right? ...it is, but...I guess it means they never really cared after all.

It doesn't matter, of course! Veirnan's my family now, they matter more than Foxworth ever did...

...still hurts a bit, though.
Mood: blankblank
28 September 2007 @ 02:36 pm
[Filter: Private]

I'm not sure what I can say that will make her feel better. She will probably find any words of comfort I'd offer insincere, considering she knows exactly what I think of him, and it is unlikely to change for the better after this. There has to be something else I can do other than just ... sitting there, listening to her cry.

He probably is not the best person to approach, but since I'm a silly foreigner unused to Atsirian customs, and more importantly, a guest, I suppose the worst he'll do is humour me.

[Filter: Lord Joseph]

I'm afraid I have another favour to ask of my hosts.
Mood: restlessrestless
Laurel of Nallen
28 September 2007 @ 07:58 pm
Dear Diary,

It's so horribly tense. Everyone is still so upset with Carrie, and Carrie doesn't seem to care. She thinks she knows what's best for Emmie, but only Mother, Father and the healers do.

I don't think I've ever seen Thomas this angry with her. It's rather scary. I wish it wasn't already dark so I could take Misty for a ride.

Mood: uncomfortableuncomfortable
28 September 2007 @ 10:27 pm
[Filter: I

... probably less like Mother to

... Inara.
Mood: disappointeddisappointed
28 September 2007 @ 10:28 pm
[Filter: Quinn]

Did yuo haer??
Mood: excitedexcited
28 September 2007 @ 10:36 pm
[Filter: F Lord Fartgus]

... this book is actually very good.
Mood: surprisedsurprised
28 September 2007 @ 10:36 pm
[Filter: Private]

He thinks I'm dead.

It's better like that. It's better if he thinks I'm dead. If he thinks I'm dead, he won't look for me. And that's good.

But he sounds so ... sad.
Mood: worriedworried
28 September 2007 @ 11:07 pm
[Filter: Private]

Right. ... Yeah, right

Haha, you're in the middle of the fucking desert, you idiot, you're either going or you're not and what are you waiting for, to pass out one night and wake up on the streets in fucking Norey like none of this ever ... like you could pretend it did, like you could ever put this fucking thing down for good and go back to whatever things were like before all this, can you even remember? Really remember, when was the last time you fucking missed that. Long time, wasn't it. I don't remember when I stopped, how does that sound?

You can't tell people to fuck off and move on when you can't take your own good advice, it's -- and really, what's there to worry about. Fuck you, go worry about her, and them, and yourselves and whatever the fuck is


You keep thinking you can just pretend forever, and you hold on to that so hard, you don't notice -- when you should notice, what she was ... how many people would kill to hear that, from someone like her. But she haha she didn't pick any of them, did she? She

Dragons, I want ... just this, one fucking time -- you know what I want, you miserable fuckers, you're there and you know and fuck you

fuck you
Mood: indescribableindescribable
28 September 2007 @ 11:41 pm
[Filter: Private]

How very ... interesting, no~? And not a moment too soon.

My, I do hope that our generous hosts are aware of what might await them~ Of course, we all do want to have a hand in history, isn't that so.

[Filter: Christopher]


And what, then, do you make of that~?
Mood: thoughtfulthoughtful