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16 September 2007 @ 12:07 am
[Filter: Private]

... There is truly nothing that I can say, is there? There was nothing of the sort, for me, when ... all of that was Lord Kail, the headaches, the ... ah, and there is no telling how it will progress, as it did for him ... again, nothing happens as expected, even when your expections are hardly optmistic.

It is easy to see how uncomfortable they are ... and how resigned, some of them are, as well ... as though they all know things will only become worse ... but why is it Faith...?

... Haha, and we were so eager to be here, weren't we?
Mood: worriedworried
Faith, Paladin of House Franel
16 September 2007 @ 01:02 am
[the writing is not as messy as it was before, but still shaky]

Oi, Nessa? Think I could maybe have some o'that dreamfoil or whatsit? Don't think I'll get t'sleep too easy otherwise.
Mood: soresore
16 September 2007 @ 01:45 am
We have to go exploring tomorrow and look for a big pretty dress so I can get married and then when we're exploring we can look for her and maybe someone knows her so we just gotta ask a lot of people and if we ask enough we'll find her and we gotta find a church and I haven't even unpacked anything yet but I don't care cuz we're finally here and I'm gonna get married and have a big party and Anton and I are gonna be happy forever and my baby keeps kicking me and it tickles and I didn't sleep much cuz it wouldn't stop so it'd better stop tonight cuz I'm tired and I wanna go exploring!!
Mood: anxiousanxious
Kallen [Arken]
16 September 2007 @ 06:37 am
[Filter: Private]


Needed to get away from her as

yeah, I know I was gonna do something, only thought about it every damned night. How could I not think about it, reminded me of Rhaieen in every way she possibly could except that hair, and I ain't a motherfucking saint.

Being back here. this place.


Guess I'm fucking home. Liquor's as bad as I remember. Just now I'll drink it anyway.

Got to see her. Can't

Mood: drunkdrunk
16 September 2007 @ 06:43 am
[Filter: Lysander]

I need to go somewhere to buy presents. And I need money. Is that okay? I'm sorry. I don't mean to be demanding. If it's not okay, I can just not. That would be fine.
Lynette of Sarrca
16 September 2007 @ 06:47 am
[Filter: Private]

I am so sorry, Aiden. I am so sorry it has all come to this.
Mood: crushedcrushed
16 September 2007 @ 07:20 am
[Filter: Private, in Atsirian]

I'm inclined to believe this works as they say it does. These journals would be far more messy if they didn't.

Bizarre enough already.

The healers swear she's mad or faking, but I'm inclined to believe she's neither. She would need to be a skilled actress, which I can't believe she is ... ah, and madness is the easy cop-out solution to everything, isn't it, Mother?

How curious. Westa, sister, I could never doubt your lauded judgement, but a small part of me does wonder what you have involved our family in.

Nevertheless, a joy to speak to you again. And your acquaintance. Mine, of course, as well, by second degree. Charming, that. I wonder how her score of brothers feel about her sitting the Council in their stead when she's so clearly ...

Well. Ahah. I mustn't get carried away, now. No, no.

[Filter: Public, in Trade]

Ah, our best healers will continue to work with Dame Faith as long as neccessary, have no fear. But, well, for now, all of your very understandable worry is ... wasted, really. There is nothing any of you can do ... ah, meaning no offence at all, of course. I am sorry for my forthrightness.

I urge you all to enjoy my family's home as if it were your own. I trust it's all to your liking so far?


And Lady Karlesta ... begging pardon for disturbing you, but if I may say. Please be sure to tell your mother just how thrilled we are to have the Prophet back in Cleraine. She breathed such ... life into our city when she was here last. We are ... honoured, truly.
Mood: impressedimpressed
16 September 2007 @ 09:44 am
[Filter: Private]

I hope Faith's okay. If there's nothing physically wrong with her though I don't know what we can really do about it, except be there for her and pray that it gets better.

I feel like I shouldn't be thinking about...myself and that, not when she's hurt, but it's still think thing I think about most. Now that we're here.

I'm still scared.
16 September 2007 @ 09:48 am
[Filter: Sister Freya, Father Eron, Father Lycoris, Father Desmond]

I am not entirely sure who would be best to address this question to, I must admit I still am not certain where the dividing line of responsibility between the two Churches lies. Perhaps, given that marriage is overseen by both, it requires both.

I have recently realized that, in the eyes of the Church, Lord Lysander of Mera and I are still considered to be married. I was wondering if there was a method in which I could change this? I do not want him to be limited in any way should he wish to remarry, which I assume he will.

With everything that I did to him...I would hope that annulling the union would be possible.
16 September 2007 @ 09:57 am

A rean daed egaugnal rof a rean gnivil lanrouj.
Eudora of Fairen
16 September 2007 @ 10:01 am
Eudora is in Lucre! There are so many people that she is afraid of being swallowed up in the crown because she is very small. But Big Brother Tanner and Big Almost Sister Dorothy will make sure that doesn't happen!

Eudora is really happy to be here!~
16 September 2007 @ 11:45 am
[Filter: Private]

Just do us a favor, and don't fucking come back. It's a big city, right? With any luck, we'll never have to look at you again! That's for the best for all of us, trust me. Everyone has a limit to the amount of bullshit they can take, no matter how good they are at keeping secrets.

And with you gone, maybe we can get back to focusing on -- this. Starting with the knight, this time, sure, but everyone knows it'll be Lawrence, sooner or later.

[Filter: Celeste]

I'm sure you've noticed, but it looks like a certain someone skipped out somewhere between the city gate and here. Which somehow means to me that he probably doesn't intend to come back.

[Filter: Public]

You know, there's really nothing like a big city right before the Festival of Leaves. The sad part is, the markets are going to be packed like this all the way up to the day before. You'd think people would learn, year to year~

Not that I'm complaining, I mean, the more chaotic, the better.
Mood: restlessrestless
Lauren of House Taerin
16 September 2007 @ 11:48 am
[Filter: Faith]

... Hi~

Um. Inara, Corrina and I are going out into the market today, and maybe some other people, too. I thought that, well, since you might not feel better in time for the Festival ... well... do you have a list, or something? We could get the presents you want to get people for you, if you want.
Mood: worriedworried
Lord Glenn of House Rowan
16 September 2007 @ 12:07 pm
[Filter: Private]

It really is quite the mess, isn't it? And just in time for the Festival, too. They really are unfortunate with their timing, how very typical. I suppose the silver lining lies in how the bloody East sounds perhaps worse, given certain proclamations, of late. I can't quite seem to decide whether I'd rather he were overtaken on patrol, or not, what a fascinating conundrum! On the one hand, it does provide a neat and rather tidy end to an era of unpleasantness, but on the other, really, how unsatisfying an end it would prove to be. And so anticlimactic!

But then, my preferences in the matter are why I've been delegated the bloody northern patrol. I suppose I'll be expected to set out, soon enough. Your confidence is very flattering, Father, but you'll forgive me if I do not particularly relish the thought. Too long away from home, and certain people tend to -- forget, certain things, isn't that so?
Mood: annoyedannoyed
16 September 2007 @ 01:31 pm
Bah. Pilgrims.
Mood: annoyedannoyed
16 September 2007 @ 03:47 pm
Um, well!! We're leaving pretty soon, Elden!!! Lauren and Inara are checking to see who else wants to come and then I think we're ready~!!!
Mood: excitedexcited
16 September 2007 @ 04:11 pm
[Filter: Private, in Atsirian]

It's just like I thought it would be.

I wish all of those stupid girls could see me. Lady Karlesta. They wouldn't be able to laugh or make those stupid faces or say those awful things. Not to me, anymore. I'm better than them, and they should see it. It would shut them up for good.
Mood: contentcontent
Lady Eliza of Temair
16 September 2007 @ 05:25 pm
[Filter: Private]

Well, there never is a moment's peace, now is there? It won't do for them to think that they have the upper hand on us. One has to question, though, how they have covered the ground they have in such a short space of time. I will have investigate the reason behind this sudden surge, though I suspect that complacency and lack of due diligence is all the answer I will find.

Mm, I hope that this matter will be dealt with before the Festival.
Pillar of Light
16 September 2007 @ 05:42 pm
[bloody smudges and fingerprints are scattered throughout the entry]

Hello, lovelies~ ♥

Got some good news! Long time comin', ain't it~? No helpin' that, but don't I always come through when it's over and done~?

Answer's yes~ Yes I bloody well fucking do.

Wasn't much of a screamer, but you just wouldn't believe how wide their eyes can get. Always thought there was somethin' satisfying about that, myself~
16 September 2007 @ 05:44 pm
[Filter: Private]

I admit Lucre does look attractive at the moment. And there are opportunities open during the pilgrimage months that are otherwise unavailable. Perhaps I should discuss this with dear Hilary. Dragons knows, she'd use my devoted piety to have me out of the way.

But, should I accidentally cause some sort of, hn, misdemeanour during my stay, oh, wouldn't you be in trouble~?
16 September 2007 @ 05:54 pm
[Filter: Private]

Bandits, huh? Better not mention that to Emma. Though I'll have to think of something to say if she ever brings it up.

[Filter: Public]

Wonder if we'll get back before Festival of Leaves. Might be nice to spend it out here, actually.
Mood: annoyedannoyed
Lady Mariana of Tersel
16 September 2007 @ 06:55 pm
[Filter: Private]

I had hoped that Gareth would be able to return home for the Festival with the girls ... ah, but with all that has been going on with the bandits lately, I am sure that he would not have attempted travel in such conditions -- though it does seem it has been too long since his last letter! It couldn't have been very long, of course ... I just miss them all so terribly.

I will write him again, then.

[Filter: Public]

Tobias and Alyssa seem to have found a new game that they enjoy~ seeing where they can best hide my books about before I can locate them! I do hope that they tire of it soon, though children will be children, after all~

I have spent some time scanning this over, and it has been a terribly long while for some of us, hasn't it? I cannot help but worry quite a bit for some of you out there, especially with all that seems to be going on in our very own Dentoria as of late ... is everyone well?

I wish that I was more aware of what was going on beyond Tersel's walls, myself, haha...~
Mood: worriedconcerned
16 September 2007 @ 07:22 pm

he's still not back.
Mood: numbnumb
16 September 2007 @ 07:49 pm

[Filter: Private, Old Megam]

... Mmm, it's the same situation as with Kail's headaches, last year ... very similar, and yet, pain, of course, no true source for it, other than knowing what it's connected to, which doesn't exactly help, persay, in healing ...

Of course the healers here seemed ... skeptical, though it wasn't as if we truly expected that they would find another answer. A more logical answer, perhaps~? I am sure that would be appreciated all around, to be sure ... and of course it is strange, why her, and not him?

Perhaps it is best not to ask that, for now ... if anything changes, Faith will tell me, and for now I will simply do my best to aid her in the ways that I can.

I truly wish that it were enough ...
Mood: worriedworried