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15 April 2007 @ 12:48 am
[Filter: Private, in Kilian]

Very well, your Highness. Do not later say you were not warned.

[Filter: Brittany, in Trade]

I of course cannot hope to overrule Prince Julian in the matter of your freedom, but I assure you that the matter of your employment is another thing altogether.
Mood: annoyedannoyed
Celeste of Franel
15 April 2007 @ 01:27 am
[Filter: Private]

It ... I can hardly believe that it's still ... ah, after all of this, and ... and everything that had nearly ... it's ... it's difficult to redefine reality, after ... ... ah, it's ... I shouldn't ... it's time to move on, now, and ... and everything must go on, if ... if only ...

... ah haha ... seeing him with ... ah, with Prince Finlay, yesterday, I ... that was ... ah hahaha ... I ... he said he'd be a terrible father, but ... ah, but I can't help but think ... ... ah hahaha ...

I suppose there's ... ah, now there's ... not a week away, and it will be back to ... to wandering, to ... to sleeping whenever we can find, and ... ... it's foolish to think that I'll miss this place, after everything that's ...

... I ... I suppose ... I suppose I should leave the dress in their care, it's ... the desert is hardly any place for something that fine, or ... or that expensive, I ... ah, I ... perhaps I should find some new clothes ... something ... ah ... lighter, and ... airy, I ... it can only be hotter once we're out there, I ...

... I will miss this place, when ... I ... somehow, I ... ah, I ... I will, it's ...

Ah, I ... I still need to speak to Westa ... somehow ... I simply ... I don't know what to say ...

[Filter: Public]

I ... ah, it's occured to me I'm going to need some new clothes, if we're going to ... ah, well, all my gowns are ... ah, are too small, or ... or too fine or heavy for the desert, I ... ah, I apologize for only discovering it now, but ... ah, well, I suppose it's better now, then ...

Ah ... we ... I suppose we'll be in the desert, for the Moon Festival ... I ... I ... hope that we'll manage to have a celebration, regardless ... something ... ah, something memorable, I ...
15 April 2007 @ 01:45 am
[Filter: Private]

What would Mother think? She'd be disappointed. She'd be appalled. She raised me better. Services every Sunday, the Scriptures on the table, prayers before meals.

What have I

Father told me I would die celibate.

Perhaps he was right. What's done is done, and what I told her was true.

I handled that terribly.

Dragons, what do I say to her now?
Mood: distressedoh dear
15 April 2007 @ 02:06 am
I'm glad everything worked out for the best over there.

[Filter: Allison and Trey]

How are things over in Emeron?
Mood: calmcalm
15 April 2007 @ 03:21 am
[Filter: Private]

He kept a good trail. Maybe with proper... but it was almost ...

Haha, almost like being home. What is he going to do? Father? Uncle? Though if I were at home, I don't know what I'd really be able to do. They all seem to be... well, better, even Britt got herself a journal these past few weeks, I should probably say something soon, haha. How rude of me.

Fayre would probably say that ... haha. I am not. I'll write something right now, even. ...

[Filter: Er

Er.. haha, she's probably busy anyway..

[Filter: Public]

It's almost hard to believe that we'll soon be on our way again, haha... even with the date so soon, it is rather... haha.

Er... I'm sure the horses will be a little relieved, at least at first, they probably do want to stretch their legs anyway... haha, I think I'll go riding for a bit, er... anyone is welcome to come along, if they'd like, haha...
Mood: numbnumb
15 April 2007 @ 04:00 am
[Filter: Private, Atsirian]

He is on a boat.

He is on a boat.

Calm down. He is not an issue. He will not be. Not again.

If she

[Filter: Rhaieen, Atsirian]

... How do you wish to spend the festival, this year?
Mood: stressedstressed
15 April 2007 @ 05:01 am
[Filter: Private]

I sent her there. It was my fault, and it was my choice. Kaitos' heir was there on his own accord, against his parents' wishes, while Lara was sent there because I sent her there. Don't I have much more of a responsibility to her?

But Ree keeps saying that we need Kaitos' allegiance, and maybe she's right, but there's just no way at all we're going to be able to pay both ransoms. And I'm not sorry, if I have to choose one or the other, it's got to be Lara. It needs to be Lara. I sent her there, and I can't leave her to die. I just can't. If I could afford both ransoms, it would be something else, but we can't.

Damn you, Sametar. She's just a girl.

And Meanwhile And why am I even thinking about that?


At least this is a distraction I could use.

[Filter: Women]

So, I know you've all be thinking about it, and I could use some moral support on the situation. That Jarvis guy, with the trainee who got raped. Who else wants to see him castrated? You don't need to spare on the venom, we're all woman here!
Mood: crappycrappy
15 April 2007 @ 05:21 am
[Filter: Fayre]

Perhaps our welcome in the city has worn out.
Mood: worriedworried
15 April 2007 @ 05:38 am
You know that I am right. You know. It has been nearly a year and you honestly believe that I should still be calm about this, dear?! Even Robin has started to agree with me -- I know he does and this is simply!!! --

[long pause]


Writing. In here? That is certainly --

... Corrina?! Lila! This is your -- this is your network, isn't it?
Mood: worriedworried
15 April 2007 @ 08:40 am
[Filter: Private]

My, what a turnabout~

Something always fucking

[Filter: Public]

I don't know about you, but I'm definitely going to miss Razen's hospitality~
Suaimeas (Patience)
15 April 2007 @ 09:00 am
[Filter: Private, Old High Kilian]

I need to go. At least I think I do.

...I'm sorry.
Winifred (Winni)
15 April 2007 @ 10:48 am
Goodness, I almost forgot about this thing again!
Mood: busybusy
15 April 2007 @ 02:21 pm
Anton~ are you feeling better yet cuz I wanna come see you and you didn't come to see me at all yesterday and you were acting really funny and I don't like it and you should stop acting funny!
Mood: lonelylonely
15 April 2007 @ 05:41 pm
[Filter: Private]

I don't feel any different yet ...

[Filter: Public]

Corrina's mom's sort of weird. She's all panicky and stuff.

It's my birthday!! When's the party gonna start? I'm twelve now. I guess I'm big now.

Hey, Rae, we should play hide and seek because Jace showed me lots of good new hiding spots and I'm gonna win!
Mood: nervousnervous
15 April 2007 @ 06:38 pm
[Filter: Private]

Moral support huh? Gee, princess, if anyone's needin' moral support, it'd be that girl there. But she isn't goin' to get it, and she knows it. Pirates, recruits, men, they're all the same, and if she wants in on that world, she better toughen up, and fuck if there's one thing I fuckin' hate about women it's whenever somethin' bad happens, it's instant victim.

By the way, why the fuck would I give a shit over what some old man thinks? I wasn't thinkin' it, cause I don't care. Why don't you all tell him to his face 'stead of formin' the cockless club? Lizards know it'd be much more entertainin' readin' than prissy bitching. Morons, all of them. I don't have time for morons.

Right. Now to put this thing in a place where even Jeff can't find.
Mood: aggravatedaggravated
15 April 2007 @ 07:17 pm
[Filter: Mom]

Okay. This is going to be really long. So umm just wait until I'm done okay??? I'll tell you when I'm done...!!

... Okay. so. umm first. First there was that Priest that came to the city, and I had to go with him. Only I didn't like it with him because we had to walk all day and there wasn't anyone to tell stories or help me with my buttons and it was hot, and carrying all my stuff was hard and I wanted to go home and he wouldn't let me. .. So I left. And that was scary for a little while because I wasn' t sure how to get home or anything and even I did I thought you would just send me back again, so I didn't know what to do ...

But ...!! Then after a couple days I saw a lot of wagons on the road..!! They stopped when they saw me, and they were merchants!! They said they had to go to Eblar and Kanemoria, and I remembered Kanemoria was our first home ... and I didn't have to walk anymore because they had lots of wagons like I said, and they were really nice ... except Sir Anthony, but Nancy and Lina said that was just because he was very very busy!! And um ... I was talking to Terrance a lot since I had a journal already, and Isobel too, and Terrance is a Priest so ... I thought if you were going to send me with a Priest, it could be any Priest, right??? So ...!! I asked Terrance if I could go with them because they wrote a lot and I knew they were in Kanemoria, too!!

Terrance said he had to ask Lord Lawrence, so he did!! And he said it was okay because Lord Lawrence is really nice!! So ummm I told Sir Anthony, and he said it was okay if I went with them to Kanemoria, too. So we went all the way there and we visited lots of cities, and I sewed a lot with Lina and Nancy and helped cook and stuff just like at home!!! And it was fun for awhile ... we even found a kitten and had to take care of him for awhile...!! And then we got on the boat!!! It was going to take us all the way down the river from Erisport to Colndor!! And the boat ride was okay too, I didn't get sick or anything...!!!

Um ... and then we got to Colndor. ... Sir Anthony said I had to wait with his friends for a little while because he had more very important things to do and that I should work really hard with them so I could earn back all the stuff he spent on me ... like food and stuff, I guess... I thought I was only going to be there a couple days, but ... um... see because at first it was really nice. There were lots of other girls there, and I made friends with some of them, especially Cassidy, I shared a room with her!! Her and another girl named Camilla. And she introduced me to everyone else and was really nice ... and all I had to do was talk to people. They said that we were getting trained to be good company. And it was easy and I made money just like Sir Anthony said, but ... Sir Anthony never came back, and then the boss got mad at me when I told him I had to leave, soon. ... Because I had to go to Norey, because that's where Terrance and Lord Lawrence and Nessa and everyone was...!!

um ... so after he got mad ... he told me I had to do ummmmmm well something bad. So I told Terrance and everyone that he wouldn't let me go and it was a little scary because it was and then they left Norey and they came and saved me...!!! See?? So they can't be bad, that's why I knew they weren't for sure. ... Fayre had to spend lots of money to get me out. I saw the bag she gave him. ...

and then because I cost so much, we couldn't get a good boat. Because Lord Lawrence had to go to Atsiria, because he was friends with the Queen...!! The Queen wouldn't be friends with a bad person, right, mom?? See!! So there were lots of reasons why I knew they were good!! ... AND did you know Prince Finlay is with us??? He's really the Prince of Hanalan!! ... But um so we got a really bad boat. It was slow and a little stinky. And it took a very very long time to get to Atsiria especially because there were um pirates but mostly nothing happened that didn't get better!!!! And everyone was okay!!! Nessa and Terrance were helping me learn how to use the staff and Keagan was teaching me and Rae and Lauren and Finlay, too, so I'm not behind on lessons or anything!! I'm learning just like I would at a temple...!!! And we all got to Atsiria all right!! We stopped at a smaller city first to get food and stuff to finish the boat ride, and then we were in Razen!!!!

Razen is really big and really really pretty too!! And we all liked it here for awhile, the Queen let us stay in the Palace and everything...!! And then I met Aes, she's a very important Councilor!! And we saw almost the whole city together and she helped me get ready for the ball, because the Queen threw a ball for us!! She wouldn't have thrown a ball for anyone bad, right, mom?? And we had a lot of fun ...


only then ... after awhile, someone told the Prince that Lord Lawrence did a very very bad thing. So he got put in jail. And so did Faith. And then we weren't allowed to leave the Palace, and it got really scary for a little while. Because they thought Lawrence killed the old King. But he didn't!!! It was someone else that lived in the Palace. The Prophet came and told everyone the truth and saved him!!! And she got rid of the real bad guy and then she told us she knew where we had to go next. That wasn't very long ago at all...!! Then just yesterday she said that we're going to go to Cleraine!!! We're going to get there by going with some merchants that have gone from Razen to Cleraine lots of times. There's going to be camels!!

...... I think that's everything...!!! I told it was going to be long... !!!!
Mood: worriedworried
Whoever You Think I Am
15 April 2007 @ 07:20 pm
[Filter: Private]

You're not replying to her.
Mood: cranky-_____________-
15 April 2007 @ 08:01 pm
So uh I know I never responded to the uh guy, but the boat is named something like Wavecrasher or Wavecrusher or Wavecatcher or uh you know, I kind of lost it in my head after a little. Pretty sure it's the last one though.

Couple more days to Razen, I think? I think. Uh.
Mood: okayokay
Lady Therese of Temair
15 April 2007 @ 08:07 pm
[Filter: Private]

One day you will go too far. I suppose it will not matter; it is not as if I can complain. And why would I ever complain?

My, does it matter who wins this silly little game of theirs? At least it is a distraction, of sorts.

Such fickle, silly women, you are. Do you believe that it gives you power?

[Filter: Lord Quinn]

How are you finding Temair...?
Mood: indescribableindescribable
Soldier in the War
15 April 2007 @ 10:04 pm
Beginning to fucking lose patience here.
15 April 2007 @ 10:59 pm
[Filter: Julian]

... I simply thought I would let you know that we are leaving the city, tomorrow. We'll be returning to Atsiria, of course, to Lord Lawrence and the others.

I have already given you my apologies and explanations. It will be up to you to determine where to go from there, of course.

I will tell you though that regardless of what you choose, I hope that you will not sacrifice for it your heart. There is a purpose and place for solidarity and another for aloofness, but neither has ever suited you, and your ... approachability has ever been your strength and weakness both. You have always been able to look past the dirt and grime of whatever faced you, to see either the silver or gold or nothing at all ... that was not entirely a curse. In many ways, it was your blessing.

Take care. Please. Mn.. and try not to infuriate the woman overmuch. She's like to take it out on the rest of us, I'm sure you realize, and Britt and Christopher at least hardly deserve it, hm?
Lady Isanae of House Lireth
15 April 2007 @ 11:07 pm
[Filter: Private, Old Dentorian]

... Lovely.

How generous of you to sacrifice your honored bedwarmer to babysit me, Hasten. I am truly speechless.
Mood: pissed offpissed off
15 April 2007 @ 11:22 pm
Oh wow. Apparently there's this caravan heading out to Cleraine with a ton of important people going alone. From what I heard it's like a small army or something, and they were looking for some more people who could handle themselves in a fight.

Now I didn't want to go out into the desert at first, but the pay's looking pretty good, and apparently I'll actually get to see this prophet everyone's been talking about up close. I heard seeing her up close is pretty nice somewhere... Yeah, anyway, it's not like I'm not used to defending caravans anyway.

Best of all, the woman in charge will actually speak trade. No language barrier this time! Yup, perfect job right there.

[Filter: Private]

Didn't think it'd be this easy.
15 April 2007 @ 11:25 pm
Ah... I can't say I've, ah, heard that version of the story before...
Mood: curiouscurious