Log in

No account? Create an account
Destin of Lysel
30 January 2007 @ 01:40 am
[Filter: Private]

I told Father I wasn't going to. He wasn't happy, but that's hardly any surprise, after so long. He says that perhaps once I'm ready, "assuming it doesn't take horribly long, Destin, you're a man grown, you need to marry before you're too old."

I'll never be ready.
Mood: depresseddepressed
Aiden [Illuse]
30 January 2007 @ 01:44 am
[Filter: Private, in Kilian]

January 30 -

I have not given a rose in four years. Or five. I lose count.

It seems that will not change this year.
Mood: blahblah
30 January 2007 @ 10:23 am
Have you ever seen an hourglass, the sands of time trickling away? I have.

Life is like sand. It slips through my fingers, falling away. Every moment, more of it is gone.

Soon both will be up.
30 January 2007 @ 01:33 pm
[Filter: Private]

It doesn't seem like we are going to learn anything new any time soon. And there hasn't been much of anything to report that hasn't been seen.

Though it's likely that we're going to be here a long while, considering the Queen's... er.

And what am I going to do about

[Filter: Julian]

So! How are things coming along back home?
Mood: okayokay
30 January 2007 @ 01:36 pm
[ filter: private ]

... i wonder what he LIKES
Mood: curiouscurious
30 January 2007 @ 02:24 pm

She... Madam Kirsten was only cooking, so... I don't know why I got scared like that. I would have helped her, I said I would, but...

Its silly. I shouldn't write about it... I shouldn't. It's silly.


I still can't find those letters... I suppose I shouldn't worry about it...
Mood: numbheadachey
Fartgus of Lireth
30 January 2007 @ 02:45 pm
[Filter: Private]


Though there are always affairs, should I grow unamused.

It would take her off her family's hands, which they would appreciate. To gain Rowan's favor... hn.

Not exactly... the most docile of women, while she is intelligent, socially she has the possibility to become an embarrasment. Perhaps she will allow me to aid her in... subtle ways. Am I choosing to settle? Hn. At least she will not outshine me. She is rather pecilular, and it can be somewhat endearing. Perhaps even amusing. We will see.

It could be worse. I could be married to sweet fickle Felicia. Of course, perhaps then I would have Mansoure at my whimsy. Tsk, such a waste, brother; you already have Lireth. Though that was back when you jumped for Father. And now I jump for you. You are not Father.


This is unbecoming. I will make a move soon. My time, my terms.

I am not a failure.
Mood: determineddetermined
30 January 2007 @ 04:26 pm
[Filter: Private]

She turned white when she died. So white and covered in red.
Caroline of Nallen
30 January 2007 @ 05:19 pm
[Filter: Private]

How can that woman possibly be related to Tessa and Lady Eliza? She's so...horrible! And she just twists everything around so she looks perfect. I have to admit, she is good at that.

And what she was saying about Quinn, well, I can't deny it, but still...not to mention bothering Emmeline when she's finally feeling better.

I do wish-


I need to calm down, think about the good things. Emmeline is feeling better, which means that maybe we'll be able to have the wedding shortly.

Rose Day is coming up. I need to get ready for it, somehow. I should try and find out what his favourite food is. Oh, I know...

[Filter: Lady Deborah]

Might I be able to ask you a question?
30 January 2007 @ 05:21 pm
Oh, no! Lost again! At this rate I'll never get home by Rose Day!
Mood: frustratedfrustrated
30 January 2007 @ 05:23 pm
I think I will make him something to thank him for the lessons...wonder what he likes.
Mood: thoughtfulthoughtful
30 January 2007 @ 05:27 pm
Should I even try...? They've been so wonderful, I-I want to give them something...the only time I've ever tried to cook was last year, and dragons that was embarassing now I know what they that didn't turn out so well...

Hm, maybe one of the servants can help me out...
Mood: anxiousanxious
Malcolm of Sylea
30 January 2007 @ 09:19 pm
[Filter: Private]

Maybe I should leave matters like this to my wife, when she's more accustomed to running the household here. Dragons knows I can't rely on Relette.

The question is whether I trust her enough. Admittedly, she hasn't done anything to warrant it. Courteous enough, sweet enough, kind enough, competent enough, and she has nothing to gain by being disloyal to me.

But then, Mother had nothing to gain from being disloyal to Father either.

The month's almost over.
Mood: apatheticapathetic